Post by holidayrose on Nov 6, 2015 5:47:17 GMT -5
Im 37 yr old female and have been dealing with this crazy nuts for just over 2 years..I am literally losing my mind! Most times I would rather be dead these days...it started out with sores on face that would not heal (of course dermatologist told me it was acne which I've never had whole life....then white hairs were growing at the ends of my hair.I actually pulled out a wormlike thing out of one of my sores and looked at it under microscope and it was exactly what morgellons bug thing looked like 60 percent magnified, thats when I was for sure it was morgellons...I've had many many different symptoms and stages of symptoms since 2years ago. Of course at firstI went to ERR over and over telling them I was pulling bug/worm like things out of my skin and I was wwritten off as crazy or a addict who took to many drugs. Unfortunately im an addict to so doesn't help. After going to so many doctors and ers I just gave up, sick of people not believing me. And that goes for my family too, some say im phsycosis due to my addiction..That kills me! What I have is real and im really at the end of my rope....I used to have long thick beautiful blonde hair (people actually thought I wore a wig) now its cut super short and I have bad receding hairline in front and well you all kno just looks crazy..I also no longer have eyebrows or eyelashes..but yet my whole face and body is covered in white/clearing hairs or fibers...also my eyes always r swollen so bad I look like I have down syndrome..I dont wanna leave the house anymore if so only at nite and n poo t around many people. Ik its contagious too cuz ny ex had it my current boyfriend has it and mom has it. My boyfriend is finally c omming around and saying yes stuff on him is different, and my mom is back and forth I think she's more in denial of what it is cuz she's always c omming up with different t huh ings we got..etc. staff, hooked, boldly...ive said morgellons since day 1..im trying to get on disability right now because having a job is soooo stressful looking like I do and not beingas ble to concentrate, remember anything and having no energy or motivation..so Im sure the judge for my disability will also tthink im either just a delusional junkie or crazy, hopefully crazy! I dont know what to do anymore.......please help me im so so not g unna make it much longer without some relief..-sincerely holidayrose