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Post by clodya on Nov 28, 2009 16:20:04 GMT -5
Hi everyone! I didn't come on this forum since a moment, and I read messages that I've writtin last summer. At this time, I was totally hopeless, depressive and even suicidal. At this moment there, I really believed that I'll never see the light at the end of the tunel...
I write today for all those who do not have hope anymore... Just a small message to tell you to hang on to life... To believe in yourself. The important is not to never fall, it's to know how to get up... It's hard, I know. But not impossible... It's not happen in one day, you have to 'block' this of your mind, cause anyway, nobody have answers for us. All we have is doubts, and doubts just kill our body and mind. It's the same kind of processsus that the mourning. And in fact yes, it is one because we have to make the mourning of the person we were yesterday, to accept the one you are today. There are several stages to be crossed: the fear, the sadness, the anger, denie, and finally let it go. One day, I promise, you just wake up a morning and realise that Life must goes on. I still have a lot of symptoms, every day, I didn't really have a break. My life is still a mess, but slowly, I found back the taste in life. I begin to make projects again, to laugh, to go out... It gave me a lot of self estime and it push me to continue on this way.
So be strong. I promise, YOU wrote ur pain, never give up on urself! a big hug and a big kiss to all of you!
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Post by crystalriver on Nov 29, 2009 17:06:31 GMT -5
Hi Clodya,
So nice to know you are doing better and this message is a wonderful one to hear at this time--at any time really!
Always hold to hope and faith--no matter the darkness --hold to that bit of light--it is there in each one of you and in your connection to God.
Sending a Big Hug and Much Love to You As Well, Crystalriver
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