Post by mondo on Jun 7, 2007 21:15:04 GMT -5
I've been sick since Nov. 05. it all began a month after I noticed the skies being bombarded with what most people call chemtrails. For months I noticed the skies overhead being sprayed and coincidentally, my home and my Ionic Breeze air filters became filled with a fibrous dust-like material I'd never seen before even though I'd owned these air filters for years. In 5 years of living in the same area, i'd never noticed so much "dust" in my home! These air filters would normally take 2 to 3 months to become dirty enough to need cleaning. Suddenly, they were getting dirty in a matter of 4 or 5 days.
I soon had the symptoms of chronic fatigue and my chest was tight. Blood work verified CFS plus Epstein-Barr and candida and my chest x-rays showed signs of what I suspect is a form of fibrosis. . I was sure that whatever they were spraying was making me ill. doctors at Kaiser acted very peculiar when I told them my suspicions despite the fact I'd been a stellar patient for 19 years with hardly a visit in years. In 2006 alone, I visited Kaiser more, than all 18 prior years combined! The dr.'s still ignored my cries for help. I went from an athletic, outgoing guy, to an old man in a matter of under a year. on top of all this, my libido disappeared.
It wasn't until 7 months later that I began feeling a bizarre twitching under my skin as if a live organism was moving around. I first felt it in my lungs/sternum area, and next was my feet. Since then, it seems it has multiplyed and moved to all areas of my body. I soon discovered morgellons and The rest is history. Floaters, achey joints, gritty eyes, insomnia, sore teeth and gums, "drop-foot", cold arms and legs, headaches, twitching organisms that travel and nest in the joint area, brain-fog, extreme fatigue, heart palpatations, bad circulation, etc.
As time has gone by, things have only gotten worse. Worst of all, my family has been unsupportive and this is devastating. I blame this on the govt disinfo op's who spend all their time trying to make us out to all be crazy and delusional. In any case, I began to take it upon myself to do my own research like many of us have had to do. I began posting info on mass public online forums like myspace.com and blogger and soon found myself being harrassed, threatened, and even hacked multiple times that 'if I didn't stop, bad things would happen to me'. Knowing a bit about CPU security, I tracerouted my firewall logs and discovered various .gov, .mil, and .edu IP's were the hacking culprits. EPA, CDC, NASA, af.mil, and most informative of all...govt. funded labs such as Battelle and Pacific Northwest National labs. (www.pnl.gov) When I researched these lab sites, I found a whole lot of research and development projects in the area of biological and nanotech aerosols and their affect on air, sea, soil, plant, animal, and human life freely available for download.
It was then that I really started having computer problems. I found myself locked out of my myspace.com account and opened a new one. A couple months later, I was locked out of that one as well. it seems to me that TPTB didn't like me snooping around and downloading their R & D reseach PDF projects. I could go on and on, but as you know, my energy levels are just about nil.
Then soemthing really scary happened just past march. My next door neighbor, who was only 41, died. She was sick for over a year like myself. her brother told me that they found she tested positive for legionairre's Disease! WTH is Legionairre's doing in So Cal? And why didn't the CDC, NIH, Vector Control, or the Dept. of health let the neighborhood know? isn't legionairre's a vectored, environmentally spread disease that needs possible quarantine? Yet not one word from any of these agencies that are supposed to protect us.
One thing I'd like to pass on to you on this board is one website that has collected many great articles that back up many of my suspicions. Please check out this site and read through the links. If you find anything that touches a nerve, please send me a PM. I am in contact with a Dr. who's been interviewed on the rense.com Morg interviews and this Dr. has offered to chair a So Cal support group of morg sufferers. if any of you are in the So Cal area, please PM me and let's possibly get something going. I just don't have the energy to do this all by myself and could use some help. But first, please take a look at this website and the compilation of articles and research that has been done over the past 8 years. After 100's of hr.'s of researching, this is the best site that has info compiled and linked all on one site. You can read through this site in a matter of 20 minutes and it links to other great sites.
imageevent.com/firesat/strangedaysstrangeskies?z=3&c=4&n=1&m=-1&w=4&x=0&p=14
I soon had the symptoms of chronic fatigue and my chest was tight. Blood work verified CFS plus Epstein-Barr and candida and my chest x-rays showed signs of what I suspect is a form of fibrosis. . I was sure that whatever they were spraying was making me ill. doctors at Kaiser acted very peculiar when I told them my suspicions despite the fact I'd been a stellar patient for 19 years with hardly a visit in years. In 2006 alone, I visited Kaiser more, than all 18 prior years combined! The dr.'s still ignored my cries for help. I went from an athletic, outgoing guy, to an old man in a matter of under a year. on top of all this, my libido disappeared.
It wasn't until 7 months later that I began feeling a bizarre twitching under my skin as if a live organism was moving around. I first felt it in my lungs/sternum area, and next was my feet. Since then, it seems it has multiplyed and moved to all areas of my body. I soon discovered morgellons and The rest is history. Floaters, achey joints, gritty eyes, insomnia, sore teeth and gums, "drop-foot", cold arms and legs, headaches, twitching organisms that travel and nest in the joint area, brain-fog, extreme fatigue, heart palpatations, bad circulation, etc.
As time has gone by, things have only gotten worse. Worst of all, my family has been unsupportive and this is devastating. I blame this on the govt disinfo op's who spend all their time trying to make us out to all be crazy and delusional. In any case, I began to take it upon myself to do my own research like many of us have had to do. I began posting info on mass public online forums like myspace.com and blogger and soon found myself being harrassed, threatened, and even hacked multiple times that 'if I didn't stop, bad things would happen to me'. Knowing a bit about CPU security, I tracerouted my firewall logs and discovered various .gov, .mil, and .edu IP's were the hacking culprits. EPA, CDC, NASA, af.mil, and most informative of all...govt. funded labs such as Battelle and Pacific Northwest National labs. (www.pnl.gov) When I researched these lab sites, I found a whole lot of research and development projects in the area of biological and nanotech aerosols and their affect on air, sea, soil, plant, animal, and human life freely available for download.
It was then that I really started having computer problems. I found myself locked out of my myspace.com account and opened a new one. A couple months later, I was locked out of that one as well. it seems to me that TPTB didn't like me snooping around and downloading their R & D reseach PDF projects. I could go on and on, but as you know, my energy levels are just about nil.
Then soemthing really scary happened just past march. My next door neighbor, who was only 41, died. She was sick for over a year like myself. her brother told me that they found she tested positive for legionairre's Disease! WTH is Legionairre's doing in So Cal? And why didn't the CDC, NIH, Vector Control, or the Dept. of health let the neighborhood know? isn't legionairre's a vectored, environmentally spread disease that needs possible quarantine? Yet not one word from any of these agencies that are supposed to protect us.
One thing I'd like to pass on to you on this board is one website that has collected many great articles that back up many of my suspicions. Please check out this site and read through the links. If you find anything that touches a nerve, please send me a PM. I am in contact with a Dr. who's been interviewed on the rense.com Morg interviews and this Dr. has offered to chair a So Cal support group of morg sufferers. if any of you are in the So Cal area, please PM me and let's possibly get something going. I just don't have the energy to do this all by myself and could use some help. But first, please take a look at this website and the compilation of articles and research that has been done over the past 8 years. After 100's of hr.'s of researching, this is the best site that has info compiled and linked all on one site. You can read through this site in a matter of 20 minutes and it links to other great sites.
imageevent.com/firesat/strangedaysstrangeskies?z=3&c=4&n=1&m=-1&w=4&x=0&p=14