Post by kitty2014 on Jul 4, 2014 12:48:30 GMT -5
Hi everyone!
Firstly, I'd just like to say a big sorry to all those on here, who are sufferin' with Morgellons Disease! (That'll be most of us, I know! Lol!) Never, in my scariest nightmares, would I have imagined such a terrible disease to plague this earth, had I not bloomin' contracted it myself!
I'm from England and feel rather isolated at present, 'cos although I'm gettin' some great moral and financial support from a few of my family members, only one, truly believes me! I've already been carted-off to a Mental Health Establishment (by 2 of those mentioned) where, after 2 consultations, was discharged and wished "good luck" in my search for a cure; but, due to the "delusional" aspect of diagnosis by the medical profession, I have not been to my Doc's yet, as I can guess the response I would get! ....... Last year, I was reluctantly treated with a 1 wk course of Vermox, but I had to argue for it and was so upset by the retort that "humans didn't get roundworm" that it only added to my disillusion with them! Of course, I realise now that maybe it was the fibres I saw, but I knew for definite that it wasn't thread or tapeworm, so just made a presumption, as the Doc wouldn't even look at the sample, let alone send it off for analysis!
My story begins in March of this year, when I entered "swollen lower legs and delayed, dodgy period" into Google! Well, I couldn't believe what I was seeing with my yellow-tinged eyeballs, when pages and pages of "Master Lyme's Disease/ Morgellons" came up and stuck out on the screen, like a very sore thumb! Lol! ....... I reservedly had a quick look at the symptoms; recognized some and then horrified, got out of there as quick as my little black mouse would take me! Lol! (Ignorance was definitely bliss!) ...... I did momentarily contemplate the reality of it with a lapse of reason over the next few weeks and take quick glances at the ugly documents, but after bein' told by my now-ex male friend that I was havin' mental health issues, I stubbornly rebelled and accepted the diagnosis and hence, began my journey of the true awakenin'! ;P
With hindsight, I now realise that the silly, "just growin'-old!" and "bloomin' 'eck, am I losin' it?" problems I'd been gettin' for a few years, were actually symptoms of this disastrous, debilitating disease! Lol! ..... Well, to cut a long story a little bit shorter, I'll try to get on with what my symptoms are and in the order I got them! To make it more kinder and palatable for your poor, failin' morgie eyeborgs, I'll put them in a list:
Well, you all deserve a medal for going through that and the irony is that I'm sure there's thing's I've missed; but I think you get the picture! Lol! The main point I'd like to make is that since April, when I wrapped my hair up and totally changed my diet to organic, my symptoms have become less invasive, although still annoyin' and sometimes upsettin'! I do have suicidal thoughts, regularly, but I'm hoping that with showering with Dr. Bronners' soap, washing with Borax, wiping skin with salty water and living on a strict, selective, organic diet (apart from organic, unrefined sugar, which I can't quite cut out totally yet, though I've cut down) and tips from helpful sources, I will beat this demon! (Oh, and I forgot to mention that moving out of my terrible rented, unserviced and forgotten flat, which happens to be above a flower shop, which imports most of their products, will be a great help, I'm sure; even though I fear it's too late, in some respect, as I believe that seeing as I've lived here 5 years and the shop only opened 3 years ago ........ !!!)
I admit that I do struggle, as my budget is extremely limited to approximately £30.00 a week after bills, but I'm sure if I can do it and make a difference, then so can you! ..... Yes, you!!! ..... The thing is, we've got to remember to tell ourselves that we won't let those little morgie bastards and parasites etc win! .... Just think about this text - I couldn't have done this, a year ago! And, now, I don't feel the cold, hardly as much at all; so there is hope for us all!!!
Thank you for your time!
Amen!
Firstly, I'd just like to say a big sorry to all those on here, who are sufferin' with Morgellons Disease! (That'll be most of us, I know! Lol!) Never, in my scariest nightmares, would I have imagined such a terrible disease to plague this earth, had I not bloomin' contracted it myself!
I'm from England and feel rather isolated at present, 'cos although I'm gettin' some great moral and financial support from a few of my family members, only one, truly believes me! I've already been carted-off to a Mental Health Establishment (by 2 of those mentioned) where, after 2 consultations, was discharged and wished "good luck" in my search for a cure; but, due to the "delusional" aspect of diagnosis by the medical profession, I have not been to my Doc's yet, as I can guess the response I would get! ....... Last year, I was reluctantly treated with a 1 wk course of Vermox, but I had to argue for it and was so upset by the retort that "humans didn't get roundworm" that it only added to my disillusion with them! Of course, I realise now that maybe it was the fibres I saw, but I knew for definite that it wasn't thread or tapeworm, so just made a presumption, as the Doc wouldn't even look at the sample, let alone send it off for analysis!
My story begins in March of this year, when I entered "swollen lower legs and delayed, dodgy period" into Google! Well, I couldn't believe what I was seeing with my yellow-tinged eyeballs, when pages and pages of "Master Lyme's Disease/ Morgellons" came up and stuck out on the screen, like a very sore thumb! Lol! ....... I reservedly had a quick look at the symptoms; recognized some and then horrified, got out of there as quick as my little black mouse would take me! Lol! (Ignorance was definitely bliss!) ...... I did momentarily contemplate the reality of it with a lapse of reason over the next few weeks and take quick glances at the ugly documents, but after bein' told by my now-ex male friend that I was havin' mental health issues, I stubbornly rebelled and accepted the diagnosis and hence, began my journey of the true awakenin'! ;P
With hindsight, I now realise that the silly, "just growin'-old!" and "bloomin' 'eck, am I losin' it?" problems I'd been gettin' for a few years, were actually symptoms of this disastrous, debilitating disease! Lol! ..... Well, to cut a long story a little bit shorter, I'll try to get on with what my symptoms are and in the order I got them! To make it more kinder and palatable for your poor, failin' morgie eyeborgs, I'll put them in a list:
- Depression.
- Nail changes - slight yellowing and vertical lines.
- Facial skin change - reddening in patches on cheeks and chin and pore marks.
- Cotton thread under patch of dry skin on heel.
- Occasional few weeks night sweats, especially under chin, although cold most of the time.
- Constant toilet activity changes.
- Floaters' in both eyes. (Still got 1 floater!)
- Bites! Bites! Bites! - Nothing found for explanation.
- Lethargy.
- Fatigue - sleeping in afternoons etc.
- Terrible brain fog/cloudy mind and change in thinking attitude.
- Nightmares, especially about demons.
- Cravings for sweet foods.
- Trigeminal Neuralgia. (Mouth and face pain/headaches and tooth decay)
- Worm infestation.
- Moving hair - no explanation - combed for head lice.
- Crawling feeling on eyebrows and itchy eyes that sometimes were hardened in corner with green stuff.
- Black seed-like looking things on face/forehead.
- Pink and gold glitter on face at different times. (Other glitter seen after is green, yellow and red, all black when wet)
- Round fluff-balls in hair, ears, nose and eyelashes.
- Freakles appearing more and more on arms and legs (like freckles, some raised) and some slits, one on face.
- Crawling sensation on lower right arm, when on pc - nothing obvious there.
- Really bad, flaking skin.
- Stinging on lower left arm, then appearance of 2 - 3" white and rainbow thread laying on skin.
- Itching on lower, left arm, then sharp object protruding, which when tugged out was an amber-coloured crystal.
- Hair full of small, brown insects (not head lice).
- Constant itching.
- Swollen legs and dodgy menstrual activity.
- Brown specks/black dots/sandy particles/crystals on face and in eyes, also a milky substance from eyes.
- Flakes of skin leaping from body and hair (single web-like line from hair - wore hat to prevent, but still got out, so constantly wear tight plastic bag on head).
- Weird objects/black dots/threads in bed after normal sleep. (Threads/fibres - white, brown, black, red, orange, green and blue. Weird stuff - dust balls/clumps/strings, shedded insect skin)
- Loosened threads/holes on clothing etc.
- Bad knees/bones/muscles (especially around cycle time).
- Pieces of thread and empty seed cases on carpets etc. (Seed cases - black and sandy coloured)
- Bites, stings and itching all over; arms, legs and face, mainly (internally stung from vast torso/abdomen area).
- Discovery of infestations on walls of small black insects (?) and flies .
- Different types/colours of worms/fibres/threads; black/brown specks/ dots on skin.
- Weird webs/single lines sometimes containing thread-like objects on walls, ceilings, doors and windows etc.
- Gold and silver (one colour each side) hexagon shaped glitter/metal, which is larger than the other glitter and has micro-chip-like markings on it.
- Different types and shapes of what I've realised are spores, forming any and everywhere.
- Fibres in the air and on furniture etc and rising off of me.
- Strings/clumps of dust, which swirl/move like crazy when I go near them (even climb walls etc).
- Flakes of skin, which have small patches that glimmer like the other glitter, which I find regularly (but less now).
- All types and kind of insects all over the place, some whiz around when I approach.
Well, you all deserve a medal for going through that and the irony is that I'm sure there's thing's I've missed; but I think you get the picture! Lol! The main point I'd like to make is that since April, when I wrapped my hair up and totally changed my diet to organic, my symptoms have become less invasive, although still annoyin' and sometimes upsettin'! I do have suicidal thoughts, regularly, but I'm hoping that with showering with Dr. Bronners' soap, washing with Borax, wiping skin with salty water and living on a strict, selective, organic diet (apart from organic, unrefined sugar, which I can't quite cut out totally yet, though I've cut down) and tips from helpful sources, I will beat this demon! (Oh, and I forgot to mention that moving out of my terrible rented, unserviced and forgotten flat, which happens to be above a flower shop, which imports most of their products, will be a great help, I'm sure; even though I fear it's too late, in some respect, as I believe that seeing as I've lived here 5 years and the shop only opened 3 years ago ........ !!!)
I admit that I do struggle, as my budget is extremely limited to approximately £30.00 a week after bills, but I'm sure if I can do it and make a difference, then so can you! ..... Yes, you!!! ..... The thing is, we've got to remember to tell ourselves that we won't let those little morgie bastards and parasites etc win! .... Just think about this text - I couldn't have done this, a year ago! And, now, I don't feel the cold, hardly as much at all; so there is hope for us all!!!
Thank you for your time!
Amen!