Post by lintbrush on Dec 24, 2010 22:17:22 GMT -5
;D Hello All, I am Denise from Flint Michigan. I have only had the curse for 6 months however, it has felt like 10 years of pure hell already. I feel like I am in a cube most times and it is only me and my dog Peanut (who also has it) lol I call her my lil parasite! I have earned my stripes by being laughed at by my Family Doctor (who I fired) Specialists and the dermo idiot that looked at my "matchbook" of creepy crawlies and told me I was suffering from the ole delusion you know. I have sat on a hospital bed after being treated for being septic and they released me and I balled my eyes out begging all these doctors and interns standing at the foot of my bed! I had collected many specimens on my clean white hospital sheets and I just knew they would send them off to the lab right away!! They basically discounted them as well as me.
I pondered many of times if I was the only one with good eyes and clearly see that these things are not "dead skin" or just a "ball of lint" They have not spent 24 hours a day with this monster like me. I tried to run and hide from it but could not as this evil is everywhere now. I see it in stores on brand new clothes hanging waiting for the next victim to buy. I will be standing in line at a store and see it on the persons coat in front of me!!! Then I ask myself why don't they have it and I do???
I have felt so alone for so long and even contemplated suicide because it tormented me and deprived me of sleep and my sanity. I wonder sometimes if I died and this is really Hell I'm in for my life of sin??? I have seen this disease do some seriously Sci Fi stuff that creeps me out and I can't get away from it I HAVE to be brave and face this head on. I am glad I decided to join a forum and not be alone anymore because even my own family has no understanding of what I am going through. I pray they don't ever get it.
Like I said I have thought of suicide it had got so bad for me and I felt like a leper with all these lesions on my arms and legs. My arms are the worst and cause me great pain. I could handle a couple lesions however, I have so many it drives me crazy!! I don't go out much anymore, I have no hope at times and then at times I do. Each day I wake up (sleep is sacred in my life) I am in the same horrific nightmare. I do however find some comfort in that there are others like me. Thank you for reading my vent job!!
Oh yeah I picked the name "Lint Brush" because the good ole lint brush has been my saving Grace!!! I keep one holstered at all times ready to do battle with the little bastards that lurk in every nook!!! I look forward to sharing and meeting others like me.
God Bless us all and may we find some pace on Christmas. Merry Christmas everyone.
Denise aka Lint Brush ;D
I pondered many of times if I was the only one with good eyes and clearly see that these things are not "dead skin" or just a "ball of lint" They have not spent 24 hours a day with this monster like me. I tried to run and hide from it but could not as this evil is everywhere now. I see it in stores on brand new clothes hanging waiting for the next victim to buy. I will be standing in line at a store and see it on the persons coat in front of me!!! Then I ask myself why don't they have it and I do???
I have felt so alone for so long and even contemplated suicide because it tormented me and deprived me of sleep and my sanity. I wonder sometimes if I died and this is really Hell I'm in for my life of sin??? I have seen this disease do some seriously Sci Fi stuff that creeps me out and I can't get away from it I HAVE to be brave and face this head on. I am glad I decided to join a forum and not be alone anymore because even my own family has no understanding of what I am going through. I pray they don't ever get it.
Like I said I have thought of suicide it had got so bad for me and I felt like a leper with all these lesions on my arms and legs. My arms are the worst and cause me great pain. I could handle a couple lesions however, I have so many it drives me crazy!! I don't go out much anymore, I have no hope at times and then at times I do. Each day I wake up (sleep is sacred in my life) I am in the same horrific nightmare. I do however find some comfort in that there are others like me. Thank you for reading my vent job!!
Oh yeah I picked the name "Lint Brush" because the good ole lint brush has been my saving Grace!!! I keep one holstered at all times ready to do battle with the little bastards that lurk in every nook!!! I look forward to sharing and meeting others like me.
God Bless us all and may we find some pace on Christmas. Merry Christmas everyone.
Denise aka Lint Brush ;D