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Post by whathavidone on Jun 16, 2010 10:04:32 GMT -5
Hello, just like my username says.. What have I done? Two years ago I had my first episode I will call it. I was miserable.. family members thinking I'm crazy, is it fleas, ticks, mites? What the hell is on me!! I used Borax and tea tree oil with some success I thought... Now it's back and maybe worse than ever in my nose, lips, terrible biting feelings usually at night. I found this site looking for any help with this but want to tell a story about the New Lab Findings at the top of the page. I work at a poultry processing plant in north Alabama and just moved into a house a guy I worked with owned. As I was showering when I first moved in I told my girlfriend every time you turn on the shower it smells just like this stuff they used to use to kill bacteria at work. Heres a link to it they don't use it now but its still in my shower....could this be why my problems have returned?? www.foodonline.com/article.mvc/USDA-approves-Alcide-Corps-SANOVA-antimicrobi-0001?VNETCOOKIE=NOI will look around but any tips would be much appreciated.
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Post by sarahconnor on Jun 16, 2010 18:42:05 GMT -5
Hi whathavidone,
Welcome to the board. You haven't done anything wrong, & you are definitely NOT delusional or crazy. I'm so sorry you are having a hard time again.
I looked at the link...I really can't answer your question as I don't know the answer. I guess it's possible that whatever we all have is in the water & the air. I live in Australia, long way away from you.
Is there a doctor you have been able to find that can help you?...one that you can trust.
With regards to that link, I think you're right in one sense, they are putting this rubbish in & on our food.
Take care sarah
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Post by amron on Jun 19, 2010 1:56:10 GMT -5
Believe me it would take a genuis to dream up this dellusion! The facets that repeat and morph, are out of this world...I believe our minds are too undeveloped to come up with this off the wall condition. I am not a paleo. scientist, in my foggiest imagination the encasing for the lesions, a very hard plastic type stuff, hooked into the skin, that has to be removed to heal. I am sure if proffessionals really studied the entire process, they would gather all the logical evidence necessary to form a honest productive diagnosis.
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Post by awake on Jun 20, 2010 18:51:31 GMT -5
Nope, your certianly not crazy or anything. Your've just got this d**ned diobolical affliction. This thing will gradually and systematically take away your physical health as well as the mind. It can drive anyone INSANE just having to live with this nigtmere. The denial and disbelief form ones own family and friends and even doctors is...crushing. One thing your must remember though is that no matter how much this disease causes ioslation and desperation now that you must stay in control...
I can tell you without a doubt that this is no ordinary disease! It has a desigen and it has a PURPOSE. It is made with an evil intented to cause as much suffering as possible. I've lived with this thing for going on three years now and i have seen it do things which only a robot that is programmed with an instruction could be able to do!
In my humble opinion the only one who could sort this mess out is god himself... If you didn't find him before this disease at some point you will be crying out to him for help...Ask and seek Yahushua what you should do. Don't worry yahushua is Jesus's real hebrew name.
Awake
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Post by amron on Jun 21, 2010 6:06:27 GMT -5
Thanks Awake...Instead of this disease getting more easy to bare, it seems to develope more pain as it goes along, that is diabolical. It seems to be much smarter, and lets me know with answered pain. I in turn get smarter and develope more new an inovative ways to approach its new expressions. Yes I get tired, I want to get off the tread mill but there is no off ramp. Some days with leisions its a four hour nursing care. I resent that, for I have many other things to do. I am a senior and I should be able to enjoy life, but no, I am limited with what I can do, or where I can go. My balance is so bad my toes dig into the carpet to be upright. I look like I am drunk staggering around. I want to be outside so I cant give a hoot what the neighbors think. I planted flowers, and this year I cheated and put silkies in with the real ones. I learned from the morgies that fake skin, and fake hair works, not perfect but knowone knows at a distant. Emily thingyens said so profoundly (Microscopes are prudent in an emergency). Got a new shampoo it smells like sheep dip, such is my day with this baffeling, periless, condition.
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Post by merriwatha on Oct 16, 2010 6:53:27 GMT -5
Hello there, I live in Australia, and have had this condition for some time, but only found out what it was about 6 weeks ago, at first it was only a kind of pimple like thing that would itch intensely and when I touched it, or scratched would break out, but went away again. Now I have lesions on my arms, hands, legs, and a few on my forehead and head, which drive me nuts, a friend told about this condition that they had seen on the net, and I had every symptom, and in no doubt what it is. My doctor told me I had Scabies, then asked her senior doctor to look at it, he said no not scabies, I tried to talk to her about Morgellons, but she would not listen and I think she thinks I,m delusional, and told me to go home, forget about it. So I am very discouraged with the medical profession. I am becoming so depressed, I am finding some relief with tea tree oil, tar soap, and a sea mineral cream, but it such a battle, I find if I can get the hard crust off around the lesions and the little black bugs the lesion then heals. The worst is the fatigue and the fog in the head. I had a career, I am a real estate agent, but it all became too difficult, I could not continue due to being so tired and not being able to think clearly at times. So now I am at home, taking suppliments of all kind, and trying to get my immune system kick started again. I get so sick of all the bits from my body being on my desk and anywhere I sit, I am desperately trying to vacuum every day to get rid of them. My husband does not have it nor do my beautiful pets, so far so good that way. I would love to hear from someone who understands this battle. I am determined to win it I want my life back. I am getting that way that I do not want to go out, as people look at me horrified, asking what is wrong, what is it and then giving all kinds of advice. My friends are trying to be kind, but not sure that they don,t wonder if I,m delusional or at least mental. Its hard for anyone who does not understand this to comprehend it at all, and so many folk just don,t know what is really happenening in our crazy world. I now am not talking to folk about it, its easier that way.
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Post by amron on Oct 16, 2010 17:16:52 GMT -5
Bless your heart merriwatha! I do understand completely, I've been in the space you are in. Yes, if the tough, whitish, plastic looking fence around the morgies is removed, you can get them out. If the lesion heals over with all those suckers in there, you get to have an ugly scar. You wont develope a scar if you go slow, wow I know that its painful. Celestial seasons, mandrin tea bags makes life much easier, and takes much of the pain out of extractions.
The medical proffessionals are basicaly without compassion, they have know knowledge and could care less about this condition. There in the box, and plan to stay there its far more comfortable for them. The gov. has set this mental illiness situation up, so they dont have to be responsible for allowing this horrible disease to spread all over the world.
Your friends, thats a tough one, I know I isolated while my tumors, or caverns were hot and heavey. Today help from fellow suffers, and home spun, treatments, like borax, salt soaks, garlic, orageno, tea, vicks around ears and nose to keep the morgies at bay at night. After one year of intense work, to get a handle on this thing I have cleared up all lesions. Morgellons has not gone! But I am having a daily reprieve from the digging out, that was so painful, especialy to remove the plastic looking stuff and crust.
We are with you in your agony, only another morgie victum understands. I see people suffering in silence, with their lesions on their face, it is heartbraking for seniors, they get so confused and dont know where to go. Keep posting! We need you, we can all stay sane by sharing. amron
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