awake
Full Member
For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom.
Posts: 191
|
Anxiety
Mar 11, 2010 15:48:26 GMT -5
Post by awake on Mar 11, 2010 15:48:26 GMT -5
This is a recurring symptom for me....anxiety. I get anxious for no reason at all. I notice somtimes i get so anxious i am unable to approach well known situations. I don't have to be doing anything at all to provoke the feeling.
I know it's proabably natrual to feel anxious about having a disease such as this, but the feeling don't stem from a fear of the illenss. It is something else i believe. I have times where i just "fall part" due to nerves...as if somthing that this morgellons is doing is triggering it... in an unatural manicpulated way.
With all i've read about anxiety and other emotions which lets say are being remotely triggered. ... I mean from a technolgoical point. Being around source of electromagetism and fields can adversely affect mood. The mind is electrical in nature so any field will cause probelm in that area...Whatever it may be intentional or uninentional and unaviodable.
some things which give off EM fields are radio towers,phone towers, WIRELESS interent, Tv's, wall socket etc... Practically anything which using eletricity. I cannot rule out the possiblity, but their are also other causes.
These morgellons also seem like they connduct electicity. I would imgine a sightly higher body current than normal will disturb the body's proper fucntion.
I way i have expeienced anxiety i would say it's just to predictable to be natural or due to fatiuge and tiredness.
Awake
|
|
|
Anxiety
Mar 12, 2010 18:16:11 GMT -5
Post by crystalriver on Mar 12, 2010 18:16:11 GMT -5
Awake you are understanding it--is not yours--comes from someplace else--be it activated or the body sad at what is happening--not sure.
Do know this--I discovered when I was depressed (works for all emotions) that if I write down the reason I should feel this way and the reasons I shouldn't than often one can define--is mine or isn't mine.
Once defined--deal with it if it is yours--if not--to put it bluntly--tell it to p i s s off!!!
CR
|
|
|
Anxiety
Mar 14, 2010 4:22:12 GMT -5
Post by amron on Mar 14, 2010 4:22:12 GMT -5
I sense that you are talking about the literal zinging that you get from the Morgies fibers, a little extra current. As a child my mickey mouse watch, gained ten minutes in twenty four. I cant help thinking our bio-rythms are affected. I have always been a senstive, plants, animals,precognition,major esp. When one (I call them hives) acts up, the others chime in, I get zaps of pain. We have an intelligent entity in us, and we are wired for sound. I think anxiety is part and parcel of the whole inhabitation. Unfortunatly we are the host, and morgies want comfort zones, and many of us just flatly wont allow this to happen. I am not a relaxed especialy when I observe that I can feel current coming directly out of the fibres. Hey they are smart, jumpers. I have some (never befores mentaly), in the last month. Setting in an zombie like state for hours at a time. I've always been mentaly active; but to experience this strange altered state is something else. It only lasted a couple days, but it did screw with my head. Electro-chemicals are surging through our bodys, and I am not suprised at anything. Put the egg timer on and give your brain a rest, and you will be good to go. I think I will sleep tonight, that will be good.
|
|
awake
Full Member
For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom.
Posts: 191
|
Anxiety
Mar 14, 2010 9:37:34 GMT -5
Post by awake on Mar 14, 2010 9:37:34 GMT -5
Lately i am being constantly "zapped" by the current these fibers or entities are producing. It is so neve racking to go through an active stage of this. It hard to compare the feeling to anything as it is so debilitating physically.
Yes we are dealing with an intelligent entity. It nows how to use and affect the body to it's advantage... It has orverriden the body's natural biological systems it seems. any "healing" that takes place as in a lesion is no longer controlled by the body.
It prefroms it's own damage control. It make me wonder if it has altered the protein and compounds that make up the body and turned them into different non - organic substances. The covering of a lesion might be a type of plastic that this thing as manufactured.
I think ultimately it will be seen to replace the body altogether. Although on one really knows it's goal.
Awake
|
|
|
Anxiety
Mar 17, 2010 1:09:13 GMT -5
Post by amron on Mar 17, 2010 1:09:13 GMT -5
Awake I agree about the speculation of change in proteins. Its gone way beyond fibres, when were talking bio- rythms, brain chemicals alterations I have searched myself into a hole. Everytime I think I have a handle on an easy explaination, I'm in the box again. I'm trying to keep some sanity during these esculating alterations. I would be content if I could line up some ducks. If scientist can believe that birds and reptiles have same beginings, for sixty yrs. and now in 2009 they flip their beliefs. I guess we can expand our horizons, and grasp the fact that it isn't just toxic waste were dealing with here.
My system is emitting much liquid bandages, good thing for the leisons get mighty sore. Problem they cant jump out. Then starts the pain. I had a temp of 94.7 today, I realized this because I was shivering, and wanted to know what was going on. My temp never gets above 97.4 I have the heat jacked up to eighty. I look for ways to warm up the body core. I crave proteins, this is a morphing situation, hang for your tush were in for a ride. Thanks awake!
|
|
brim
Junior Member
Posts: 83
|
Anxiety
Mar 17, 2010 12:36:55 GMT -5
Post by brim on Mar 17, 2010 12:36:55 GMT -5
As to protein (mis)folding, use the search function to find earlier, very interesting postings on prions, amyloids, nanobots..
As to protein cravings, decreasing the intake of carbohydrates and sugars (as in an anti-yeast diet), thus favouring a higher protein intake, seems to help.
Brim
|
|
awake
Full Member
For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom.
Posts: 191
|
Anxiety
Mar 17, 2010 16:15:47 GMT -5
Post by awake on Mar 17, 2010 16:15:47 GMT -5
I wish someone who is trained would just get down to analysing these substances our bodys are producing. Speculations does help getting an idea of what is going on, but we really need solid confirmations about what this thing is... Obviously this is something we are servely lacking with this affiction.
I can say even without the proper analysis that this thing has altered and changed everything in the body. Wtihout confirmation and lab studies though it is still just more speculation.
Awake
|
|