awake
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Post by awake on Jan 11, 2010 12:42:22 GMT -5
Here i have another unusual manifestation of this monster. When i am under a bad attack with lots of crawiling and itching which is so horrible - i have intermited times when i feel my jaw as been invaded by this thing. It's on the left side and feels like it is full of bubble wrap or crackly toffe.
I can feel it cracking when i move my jaw, but don't feel any mass or lump there. This Symptom has been intermitet, but what is does show is that it moves around in the body from place tp place -particularly when my skin is active. I can only guess how it is able to move so freely in the body.
I have felt it in other places like my wrists. I have had times when i felt every joint was seizing up. Felt like artiritis, but i am too young to have any wear in the normal sense. This is morg activity which is cause these unsual episodes to occur. One thing i'm sure is that it's able to morph and takes on the appearance of body tissues. i Don't know how much it is replacing, but i know from when it frist start that my body chemisity has changed.
Awake
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Post by shubot on Jan 11, 2010 23:38:13 GMT -5
Hi, Awake.
I used to have that cellophane crunching crackle like sound in the back of my neck with a sensation of popping and movement. It sounds similar to your symptoms in your jaw and wrist, so, I do think that is possible others have had this too, in way or another.
It was very disturbing and would usually appear around six pm. I have found I no longer have this as long as I take the Opaline Dry Oxy capsules. A lot of my symptoms have subsided since I started taking that and using the FIR Pad, and Catalyst water (aka willard water).
I do still have some other symptoms, but to a much lesser degree. I can't really say for sure what is working, but, I know I am getting better. I hope you and everyone else are improving as well.
shubot
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Post by amron on Jan 12, 2010 0:37:37 GMT -5
Hi Awake, Yes I've had the crackling cellophane noises in my jaw. Its sounds much like crackling in lung's when I am seriously sick. Its one of the things that doesn't hurt, just weird, spooky. Wow! I've always had beautiful nails long tapered easy to care for. Today my nails have morphed into a very different nail bed its like plastic, my finger tips have fattened, my nails have silicon junk on them,I have to scrape it out of nail beds if I dont, it all grows together. I dont like my hands anymore, and the texture of strong calcium nails is gone. My hands were one of my good features, not now. My skimpy gray, white, red hair, has no body, no curl, sticks straight out. Metalic stuff that wanders, trys for my mouth. I cut it back so I didn't have to pick it out of my mouth. Skin oh yes! I guess you could say blotchy strange darker spots on the outside of thiegh's, arms, and legs. It looks like I am molting, dry to touch, yet strangly slick looking. This the outside, know telling whats on the inside. I liked my unique human body, and felt happy with it. This replacement is less than perfect, you go figure.
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Post by shubot on Jan 12, 2010 20:50:37 GMT -5
Hi, Amron,
I was wondering how long ago you became sick with this?
When I first became sick, my fingernails did that too. I had to dig the gunk out or the nail became attached like dried glue. It did go away after about 18 months after I got sick. I noticed it after digging in the soil in my yard.
I also have the problem with the hair. It is like it came alive. It turned a copper color, started thinning in the front and crown area, then it began to move on its own. it would go in my eyes, nose, mouth, and ears, especially while I was eating. I got relief by pulling it back and spraying it with a lot of hair spray. I did that for three years, then I found that using a hair gel worked better and lasted all day. My hair became very curly and some hairs stood straight out like a wire too. I still have the hair symptoms. No matter what I try, nothing seems to work to keep the hair still. It does not itch or anything like that, it just moves and if it gets loose and touches my face it feels like a sting or bite, or little shock. Have you ever had those symptoms with your hair? If so, were you ever able to stop it, and if so, how did you do it?
shubot
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Post by amron on Jan 13, 2010 6:04:07 GMT -5
Hi Shubot,
Thanks for the idea of hair spray. .Yes they get very active when I eat, and its beginning to drive me really wild. I thought my ears were stinging and itchie from fibres down in the ear drum until I cut my hairs around my temples, it stopped being so bad. I keep my hair up too, I cant make a half hour with it down. It heads for my mouth, or my ears. Everything I do works for while, trust me, I am inventive trying to stay ahead of these kritters. Everyday is a new begining. Today I used a jar of salt water to put the hairs and things in. It doesn't take long before they figure what I am up too. Now they are jumping when I go to pick them up. Yes! curly hair, red like when I was young weird. For a week I used with success clorax whipes, I noticed today that the effect wasn't working so well. Last week I was cutting the jumpers in pieces, then I said to self, what if the sections grown. That was the end of that experiment. White hairs jump out, all over, I think I will retire my slippers. I am the enemy, and they have taken me on, I have to realize that they get their smarts from me, the host. Ultimetly I will have to go into deep meditation and see if they can be killed that way. Now they cling on to my hands when I try to trash them. My sores showed up about four years ago, but I had neuro. problems for about fourty five years. To pin point a time, is difficult my body has been out of whack for many years. I got severely ill about three and a half years ago. It all started with a flu like symptoms, eyes sticking together, fever headaches, I thought my gord was going to pop, couldn't walk across the floor, didn't have the breathe nor the energy. I was very tolerant with me because through the years I was diagnosit with MS three times so I just thought I was dying from it, because I was at level six. MS has so many symptoms that are like morgellons, except for the leisons and flyer's? hair and body skin changes. I dont have a clearly defined time. Its been one year I've known, by the junk and stuff I had morgellons. I feel good now, much energy, to chase down the morgies,Yo Any day above dirt has got to be a good day! Vicks work's on the leisons getting them out for today. When I am preening myself my spine lombard area feels strange, I wonder what the connection is. Some strange skin has been replaced on the back of my hands, bye for now. I'm a nite Owl.
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Post by shubot on Jan 15, 2010 7:16:23 GMT -5
Hi, amron,
I am glad you are getting better, me too.
I understand about the ears and the hair thing, I still have that too if I do not keep my hair back it, will attack. It used to be much worse and nearly drove me mad, but everything is much less in symptoms now. My hair still bothers me if it gets loosened. Sometimes I will pull out the really mean ones, then the others will quickly draw back when I go after them. It does sorta look like they are jumping. Then, they stick to my fingers with little suction like cups. I cannot shake them off, I have to pull them off my skin and then toss them in the burn barrel. Have you ever looked at them under a microscope? Some of them remind me of a snake.
I have the little short white hairs that began sticking up shortly after I became ill with this about three and a half years ago too. I did not have any white hair until this monster came on me.
I used to get severe pain in my lumbar spine every time I took a shower, but now it only happens mildly and not very often when it does.
What type of treatments are you doing now?
shubot
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Post by amron on Jan 16, 2010 9:56:24 GMT -5
Shubot, I live in a very remote area, and if I press really hard at the clinic I go to for more extensive test, I could end up with the whole community knowing my ID. I have told my health provider. She first replied she had know knowledge of morgellons, and a little latter she backtracked and said she did know, and would I like to come in and extract morgies from my two leisons, she needed me in the office to make sure I wasn't lying I think. I got home and started to think about the town getting wind of it. Canceled the appointment. The Net has been my doctor. My shrink knows, and he wants me to focus on my other medical problems. Another words I am sliping back into mental proccessing. I should get angery but the whole darn world is asleep, can I blame him if he is in denial, and wants to live in a sane enviroment. I have found that people in their 30's,40's,have their heads seriously stuck in the sand. I have seen the evidence, that when the student is ready, the teacher arrives. CR we miss you, come back.
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Post by shubot on Jan 22, 2010 22:24:38 GMT -5
HI, Amron. I understand you wanting to protect you ID, I am that way too. Maybe your Dr. was truly interested in trying to help you to get better by examining the the fibers. She has to protect your ID and personal medical info because of the HIPPA privacy act. www.hhs.gov/ocr/privacy/I agree with you about the net being our doctor. I have gotten more help, relief, compassion, information, and comfort from the net and this board and others, and friends that I have met here than any doctor has ever given me, that is, until I met Dr. Hildy. The net led me to her, actually, this board did, and she has helped me very much. I am not healed, but I am much better with her help. shubot
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Post by lionofjudah on Aug 3, 2010 14:08:10 GMT -5
my jaw was doing that until I started taking the bentonite and silver.. morgellonsrelief.blogspot.com
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