Post by crystalriver on Aug 14, 2009 11:07:12 GMT -5
Hi Group,
This was sent to me this morning and I feel strongly that his information and his follow through will help many--please read this in full.
Many Blessings,
CrystalRiver
Re: Russ Tice--NSA Whistleblower--Wire Taps--A....
Hi there. Finding this link, thanks to you, opens up an improved understanding for what I am experiencing. Hopefully better methods for controlling this mess will also come forward. I want to share something with you that seems unique enough that I have not seen reference to it on the various sites. If this is helpful, I would like to hear back, and would be willing to elaborate. On the other hand, it may be nicely covered elsewhere, and I'm just limited in scope.
As I first wrote, I'm an MD, Board-Certified in Plastic Surgery. I've suffered with painful, chronic wounds, starting with my upper back, since about 2003. Alot was going on in my life back then, so specifics are unclear. It was just over one year ago that I was diagnosed with Morgellons by Dr. Staninger, by phone/fax consults. I started using some of her protocol, including the FIR "Rainbow", vitamins and supplements (all new territory for me), but couldn't start everything all at once. I live alone, and guess I need a mentor for the raw food thing...
I've had ups and downs, but only 5-6 weeks consecutive for longest intermission from open wounds, now mostly scalp, forehead and cheeks. There's other stuff, like attitude changes, confusion, blurred vision, changes in diet preferences, joint pains and, my least favorite, numbness of hands and feet. The trifecta of skin wounds I have trouble closing, "dead" hands, and silicone(-like?) substrate appearing to flow freely during earlier, active outbreaks, all together seems to be a very personal gift of irony, not lost on me, the professional. Yet having been honest and caring, I can only admit skewed amusement and wonderment over the design strategy, not really "getting the message", if there is one.
Then, there's this 4th sign-I thought I was imagining it at first, and made a note to ask Hildy at some point. I was starting to see sophisticated patterns of fiber, or thread placement in and around the sores. Most impressively, the fibers had started to penetrate the nail plates around the periphery, of my fingertips and toes, Over time and close inspection, I was convinced that these points of thread contact, or piercings, were directional, and either egress or entrypoints. Like the sewing techniques I had used extensively during my career, to close traumatic wounds, fresh cuts or planned incisions, the threads now seemed to act as suture material. I took photos and tried various magnifications, even drew sketches for clarity.
Sometime late last year, I asked Hildy if this was standard fare- she said that she had seen one other patient with something similar, a linear series of stitches from central low abdomen upward in the midline to (I believe she said)almost the chin. Wow.
Well, I need to get a hold of her anyway soon, and will bring this up again. Other than Dr.Staninger, and some strangely apathetic family members, and one, by the book, RN girlfriend, I have kept this to myself. While waiting to see something similar posted, I have been trying to put a video together with my findings. For various reasons, I uncharacteristically spin my wheels, ruminate over editing software and delay the release. I think this infection hinders self-confidence, and I find myself thinking-"it's not that important". Then again, if presented like it can be, with all the nuances I've discovered, it would provide striking, irrefutable evidence of a new disease process. Maybe we could cut through the rug of delusion under which we are so easily swept, and public interest, sparked by such anomaly, would demand explanation and support.
Other observations include the use of sewing skin to contact skin (imbrication) that creates a tight, concealed pocket to hide fuzzballs, similar designs employed to tighten and distort features (smaller nose, smooth wrinkles, etc.), and disturbingly, use of stronger and stronger filament ("space elevator") to secure bonds or packages, but in turn, also distort nails, surrounding folds, and whatever mischief internally- tie-off blood vessels? I had the worst week ever caused by what I believe to have been sewing down my lower GI tract.
J
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This was sent to me this morning and I feel strongly that his information and his follow through will help many--please read this in full.
Many Blessings,
CrystalRiver
Re: Russ Tice--NSA Whistleblower--Wire Taps--A....
Hi there. Finding this link, thanks to you, opens up an improved understanding for what I am experiencing. Hopefully better methods for controlling this mess will also come forward. I want to share something with you that seems unique enough that I have not seen reference to it on the various sites. If this is helpful, I would like to hear back, and would be willing to elaborate. On the other hand, it may be nicely covered elsewhere, and I'm just limited in scope.
As I first wrote, I'm an MD, Board-Certified in Plastic Surgery. I've suffered with painful, chronic wounds, starting with my upper back, since about 2003. Alot was going on in my life back then, so specifics are unclear. It was just over one year ago that I was diagnosed with Morgellons by Dr. Staninger, by phone/fax consults. I started using some of her protocol, including the FIR "Rainbow", vitamins and supplements (all new territory for me), but couldn't start everything all at once. I live alone, and guess I need a mentor for the raw food thing...
I've had ups and downs, but only 5-6 weeks consecutive for longest intermission from open wounds, now mostly scalp, forehead and cheeks. There's other stuff, like attitude changes, confusion, blurred vision, changes in diet preferences, joint pains and, my least favorite, numbness of hands and feet. The trifecta of skin wounds I have trouble closing, "dead" hands, and silicone(-like?) substrate appearing to flow freely during earlier, active outbreaks, all together seems to be a very personal gift of irony, not lost on me, the professional. Yet having been honest and caring, I can only admit skewed amusement and wonderment over the design strategy, not really "getting the message", if there is one.
Then, there's this 4th sign-I thought I was imagining it at first, and made a note to ask Hildy at some point. I was starting to see sophisticated patterns of fiber, or thread placement in and around the sores. Most impressively, the fibers had started to penetrate the nail plates around the periphery, of my fingertips and toes, Over time and close inspection, I was convinced that these points of thread contact, or piercings, were directional, and either egress or entrypoints. Like the sewing techniques I had used extensively during my career, to close traumatic wounds, fresh cuts or planned incisions, the threads now seemed to act as suture material. I took photos and tried various magnifications, even drew sketches for clarity.
Sometime late last year, I asked Hildy if this was standard fare- she said that she had seen one other patient with something similar, a linear series of stitches from central low abdomen upward in the midline to (I believe she said)almost the chin. Wow.
Well, I need to get a hold of her anyway soon, and will bring this up again. Other than Dr.Staninger, and some strangely apathetic family members, and one, by the book, RN girlfriend, I have kept this to myself. While waiting to see something similar posted, I have been trying to put a video together with my findings. For various reasons, I uncharacteristically spin my wheels, ruminate over editing software and delay the release. I think this infection hinders self-confidence, and I find myself thinking-"it's not that important". Then again, if presented like it can be, with all the nuances I've discovered, it would provide striking, irrefutable evidence of a new disease process. Maybe we could cut through the rug of delusion under which we are so easily swept, and public interest, sparked by such anomaly, would demand explanation and support.
Other observations include the use of sewing skin to contact skin (imbrication) that creates a tight, concealed pocket to hide fuzzballs, similar designs employed to tighten and distort features (smaller nose, smooth wrinkles, etc.), and disturbingly, use of stronger and stronger filament ("space elevator") to secure bonds or packages, but in turn, also distort nails, surrounding folds, and whatever mischief internally- tie-off blood vessels? I had the worst week ever caused by what I believe to have been sewing down my lower GI tract.
J
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