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Post by colwalker6 on May 22, 2009 9:38:46 GMT -5
I'm down to three lesions on my right foreleg(left foreleg,arms no more lesions,but marred with multiple pre-scar red-brown blemishes).I don't know if this is the case with other victims,however,again I have to emphasize that my past and remaining lesions have refused to scab and close normally unless I either tweeze out or puncture with pin,the tiny tight,gummy,white hair follicle containing plugs protruding from hair pores in the lesion sights.I'm guessing the clear hairs in the gummy substance are new pseudo morgie hairs.I'm guessing that this thing selects certain areas to set up new pseudo hairs,they itch,we scratch,and get thrown off if we destroy the white plugs(which seem to be drawn out more by hydrogen peroxide,enzyme cleaner,detergent,etc).I tally that I've had to do this for every past lesion and just had to do it on one of my current remaining lesions.Topical treatments just havn't done the job,and any ones that supposedly healed,with the plastic like scabs,have only harboured these white plugs,and did not properly heal until I tweezed or pinned them.
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Post by colwalker6 on May 24, 2009 17:47:23 GMT -5
Down to one 3/4 inch long lesion above right ankle.Case in point,this one has been a straggler(the other two are nearly totally healed.This "straggler" has been the lingering one of the last three,as it has been remaining irritative and sore.I just removed the scab,lo and behold,three goo plugs protruding in the lesion.I put on hydrogen peroxide.It made them stand out more.I put a dab of Anbesol to deaden the pain,as I'm sick of the pain pulling these out,and pulled them out with the tweezers.Yes, they bleed,but what happens is great relief.no more /soreness irritation.And it will heal normally in a shorter time.I'm not advocating that everyone do this as, we all have different forms of morgellons,but this condition is so "in your face" strange, acts so unusual,defies logic,that when I read about some doctors responding to us with..."Don't pick at yourself"...they have no idea how unusual this acts.Anyway,even though my fore legs look like they've been attacked by a hundred paintballs,they are slow healing,and hardly itch,save for what's left of the near healed lesions.Arms are more cleared than legs.On the external end,very few black fiber bundles appear after topical treatment.Microscopically,reds/blues are rare or clear in color in scabs.The black fibrous feathery patterns still there though.And black ankle forms may be dissipating.I suspect there is still some dying off off these stuff going on in small stages,as I'm continuing my herbal therapy,previously mentioned.Though some days I hold off,because I tend not to feel so good probably due to mild Herx reaction.But I think the garlic,GSE,caprilylic acid,and bromelin/papain enzymes are slowing paying off.
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Post by greggo on May 24, 2009 20:54:03 GMT -5
Dr,s who say don't pick just don't get it I found if I didn't pick they only got larger and thicker I believe a large part of this horrible disease is to empty the lesions I have it all over my face neck and arms by picking I may be spreading the fibers into a new injury say from shaving or a burn so what do we do pick or not to pick its my rock and a hard place.
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Post by crystalriver on May 26, 2009 12:08:26 GMT -5
Hey Greggo,
Wish I knew what to tell you---my take is that our bodies are pushing this out of our systems--my thinking is that we don't want it--so it being pushed out is a good thing--painful, not nice to look at but still a good thing.
To pick or not to pick that is the question--I don't know ---I remember when I had it on my face; it was disturbing--the crystals ripping through--very painful and I felt that if I got the crystals out it would than heal--it is difficult to heal a sore if a crystal is halfway in and halfway out---perhaps the best thought here is get it out but use extreme caution in touching other parts of body---
The only one I have at present is in my ear and it is angled so I cannot pull the crystal out--it does not heal. I'd use the aloe and the chamomille along with the caprylic acid--this stuff goes in phases so does it help--somewhat--those that speak of cures and have been well for three years--I'm going to have to see it longer than that; I've been in remission for longer periods.
The EMF that we are being exposed to is making things worse, IMO.
I didn't help much did I---
CR
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Post by greggo on May 26, 2009 18:19:50 GMT -5
Hi Crystalriver. Yes some part of what comes out feels like Crystal or more like a brittle sugar easy to crush in my fingers I have over the years worked out how to pick without doing to much damage by using my topical steroid cream as a lubricant and Kneading my skin pushing as much gunk the stuff like brown sugar the black stuff and fibers into a local area i can feel it move under my skin just by massaging it finds its own hole to come out with or without a lesion I don't know about you guys but I can move it under my skin by using a cream as a lubricant I can feel what is a row or a strip of gunk so I can get most of it out without much damage them I tweeze out around lesion and small holes as much as I can this works for a while If I don't do this regularly it gets out of control its unbelievable just how much gunk comes out even now after years I cant understand with all the lumps and bumps there is no puss even from the hard pimple looking ones sometimes it takes a couple of days to do this with little damage after all that my face especially looks better after all the kneading of the skin and some plucking my skin looks better. If I didn't do this regularly my skin looks a whole lot worse even the lesions get bigger.
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Post by crystalriver on May 26, 2009 18:57:58 GMT -5
My crystal like substance that came from my face was more like glass--hot glass to be exact. Just thought of something--the best thing that I use on my face is green clay--it is fairly cheap and you can try adding either water or apple cider vinegar to it---it really helps! www.aztec-secret.com/secretd.htmyou can find it at health food stores--- CR
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Post by greggo on May 26, 2009 20:12:26 GMT -5
Its along time ago it was like glass real sharp but like tiny splinters of broken beer bottles deep in the skin but now I don't know why but now most are brittle I remember getting a piece of glass type That was a couple of years back I got it out in front of my brother that blew him away I don't dig that deep anymore maybe the older they get the more delicate they get this may be a good thing? hard or brittle its still there. I always keep special steroid cream on the affected area maybe keeping the skin always coved softens the splinters its been years when it was rock hard
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Post by greggo on May 29, 2009 19:57:39 GMT -5
Ever wonder why we get the sores and swelling pimple like lumps but no puss? If anyone gets a splinter of wood or glass and steel e.t.c. something that gets into your skin will cause an infection our deference system will remove the offending object by surrounding the object with puss eventually pushing it out. So why does our body's accept all the fibers and all its junk that comes with Morgellons some so deep into our skin? As we all know it does not belong inside us even as we pick at then they mostly don't cause any infection at affected area I wish I can get our defense system to push all the crap within out.Does it grow or feed on whatever our body uses to stop it spreading?
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Post by downunder on Jul 20, 2009 2:24:51 GMT -5
I don't have lesions but I am a firm believer it is in the hair follicle - seen it time and time again. Yes, I pick but only after using the products I have mentioned elsewhere together with a Retinol Treatment cream or manuka honey. Any of the latter quickly disperses the layers and gets down to the hair follicle area - what I get from there is what I have often described as the octapus. Mine are tiny but I do believe it spreads it's wings from the hair follicle - into muscles/glands. When this octapus is removed I have noticed that the entire area surrounding it releases anything there easily. I have also noticed when all of this is removed that a "liquid" appears to then be on the skin - I use tea tree oil or eucalyptus oil to get rid of it. It's almost as if something inside squirts it there to begin again. Mine is not yellow goo as often mentioned here - it is a clear wetness is the only way I can describe it.
Nizoral is the best thing I have found for clearing the scalp. Still think "I" anyway, am dealing with a "life cycle" not nanotechnology, however, it's possible nanotechnology complicates it all as does genetically modified food etc.
I am unsure why I don't and and never have had lesions to any degree but it is possible that removing the above daily does not allow it to progress. Anything I have had could only be described as a small nodule or pimple and I work at these as above until they disappear.
Mebenzadole definitely works on the inside together with GSE etc and much else mentioned here and I can see the results of the mebenzadole at the other end plus no internal noises subsequently. I have consistently taken vitamins and cod liver oil - which is (vitamin A + vitamin D).
Saw a program on genetically modified crops the other night - USA is "the" place for genetically modified crops/food and everyone has been eating it for over 10years without knowing i.e. no labelling etc. The presenter went to a cafe with an American showing him crops etc - he ordered burgers and chips and asked his colleague what on his plate would be "genetically modified food"? Answer - absolutely EVERYTHING.
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Post by awake on Jul 20, 2009 10:21:58 GMT -5
I had one experience awhile ago back when i first become "infested" It was to do with the pseudo hair that morgellons seem to manufacture. During a time of high anxiety that i seen the most bizzare thing i had yet experienced with morgs. It was only about 4 mouth after i knew i had morgelllons. I was looking at my left forearm and i suddenly seen a "circluar lesion" form right where i was looking...I seen a actual "fiber" draw out the circle which was very small, but noticable. Once it had completed going all the way around... the center fell in like it was being pulled down from something below the skin...The "lesion" it formed was only about 1mm in diameter, but what this did really shocked me at the time. I believe the fibers can create the lesion in the way i saw it take place. This afflicion is turly beyond sci-fiction...After seening that take place i knew what i was dealing with was something very unsettling...
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Post by depressed on Aug 17, 2009 20:34:15 GMT -5
hi awake, how are ya feeling? me terrible,,, i have so much white stuff comeing out of my skin, and i constantly pick , icant help it all over my arms and legs and my chest and neck, little white things. yea some look like fibers, orthers like salt or sand. or stringy.. do you think some of it is toxins comeing out.?
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Post by awake on Aug 18, 2009 8:15:56 GMT -5
"depressed" I can completely understand that you are troubled by the symptoms of this...It is a nightmare in it's self and i don't understand how anyone can have this thing and not become overwhelmed by it. The only advice i can offer is to be strong and don't get angery over what ohters think of this illness...They don't experience it from your perpsective and they could not even begin to imagine the havoc this disease causes over time...This disease is not who we are. It changes who we are on both a physical and mind level. As for how i am doing i just try and keep on top of it as much as possible, but being two years afflicted now is definitely taking its toll on my over all health. The most obvious thing i have noticed is the deminshemnt of my strength and also of my concentration and recalling things. The skin level things are only the surface of a much greater internal problem which seems to go thoughout the body and emerges at the skin.
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Post by shubot on Aug 19, 2009 0:09:02 GMT -5
Awake... I agree, very well said.
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Post by tanya on Mar 7, 2010 6:19:46 GMT -5
I thought it was just me. I have had and still may have the glass like shards in my hand, one on my face that i thought was just a small bump but opened up wide to a nickel size spread of the glass like substance - right on my cheek - bright as day and hard - which then eventually decided to sprout a (I'm getting sick thinking of it) worm, which I totally freaked, and while having a nervous break down extracted it and then right after the group on my neck and lower cheek. If the lesion was open they would pop out for a quick view (a least the two I thought and tried to tell someone I had). Low and behold in the same area, the day, about the same time one tried to pop out through unbroken skin and as I looked in the mirror and saw this large lump protruding on my face. i had no idea how worse it was going to get and got.....when i saw this, of course i knew what I had to do...... which was to gave him or her a little help (no way was i going to let them be all comfy, cozy and warm under my skin) But what I ended up finding was a large group of these so called words partying it up in there under my skin. I continued my nervous breakdown, screaming, crying hysterically and so creeped out wanting to throw up and oh soo soo alone. I was home alone when it started and even though my son and husband came home I was still so totally alone but this time with the extra pain of not being acknowledged and ignored. They went to bed and I was left with the sickening thought of more of these things coming out during my sleep. It has been the worst part and I am so afraid to even touch my skin, it makes me sick. I constantly worry they are creeping out again and forever keep looking in the mirror hoping for none. the hair issue is one i dealt with in the beginning. i have long brown hair and thought it was coming from my head each time i washed my hair. I hate hair. I was dumbfounded each time i took a shower and kept finding hair all twisted up and yes i did see it move. it took a while but i finally figured it out is was coming from somewhere on my back. And yes I too saw things come right through my skin and evaporate into my skin - I thought I was seeing things at first when I would see black specks melt into my skin. Two weeks ago I was going to take my son to San Francisco for the day. I decided to use my regular antibacterial soap vs. the peppermint & menthol cleanser. I felt fine getting in but when i got out I didn't feel right and started to feel itchy & when i looked down at my body - there was so much of everything (except the worms) all over me and not stopping so I had to jump back in and take another with the peppermint soap which worked but didn't work for my poor soon who I couldn't take to SF. He was devastated. Thank you for confirming that I am not crazy, there is something that hurts and feels like glass, there is pieces of hair that look like their tied up in the middle and about those worms?
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Post by tanya on Mar 7, 2010 6:20:57 GMT -5
one more ugly thing about me, I have scars everywhere.
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Post by amron on Mar 20, 2010 2:37:42 GMT -5
The reason we get so freaked out is because it is so foreign to our usual happenings. If from the beginning of life we had to deal with this junk and stuff, we wouldn't be so shocked. I believe we are having a complete over haul, in a strange new direction. I believe that I am increasingly becoming more sensitive to biologicals. Normal earth inhabitants, that were never attracted to me, set up housekeeping with no restraints. My skin was always a hot bed of for ringworms, and impetigo, exemia, harsh chemicals. The new stuff has developed unbeknown to me for many a year, under the skin, in the gut pilorie, bladder infections, sinus infections,add infinitem. The last ten years, my muscles have coiled and uncoiled in spasms, some times extreme pain. Under my skin small lumps developed on arms an legs. My head never escaped the onslaught, muscle spasms in neck, pain in the back of head, eye balls I thought were popping out, with pain. Blurred vision,small black holes in center of vision. Detaching Retinas for three years. It was a violent reaction, a rejection of my own body. These last five years have been my new changes, rejection to all of earths microscopic creatures. Its so overwhelming to live this stressed out condition, much like sheep get when they are filthy with ticks, and mites. Folks, scratching is least of my problems. I am in the process of DNA morphing. My body is still rejecting the morph, like a heart, liver, kidney transplant. Now earth has become a place of physical torture, with a potential disease awaiting at every turn. I am a lab rat (Who's )is the question? One good note, the new creature has developed an instant gobb of jellied white slime, to inject on the surface of skin to protect, and defend. Silky smooth but strange slimyness. Thanks for listening, I needed to vent.
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Post by amron on Mar 27, 2010 2:35:35 GMT -5
To add a new distressing syndrome that is extremely toxic, is the lack of sleep. I guess, I needed to feel the wide awake peepers, since I was so judgemental about the vampire wakefullness of the night people. Washing and scrubbing everything that relates to morgie's, leaves a tired body in the morning. I just cant get caught up on sleep. I isolate more which is bad, for a healthy life style. I have never experienced this crazyness of body rythems. Now I am beginning to wonder who runs the show, me or morgies. I cherrish the cool feeling, that a saturated green tea bag pulls the itchies out of my alligator hide. Rest and recuperation is my ajenda this wk. end. night.
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