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Post by williambeachlvr on Dec 17, 2008 15:11:57 GMT -5
I got very very sick about three months ago. During that time I researched and researched and researched, and everyday I seemed to continue to deteriorate. It wasn't until a little over a week ago that I read up on Morgellons. Pretty much because that was when I started noticing the strange fibers. I have all the other symptoms described, including watching goo balls magically appear on top of my skin with only a minor irritation where it must have been pushed through. I bought the digital microscope (Discovery Channel) and could not believe what I saw.
I just posted the first (and most shocking) video .. Username stand4u2 to see the others as I get them uploaded. The first one seems even a bit extreme for Morgellons. I am not making this up, but even though I am seeing this stuff first hand, it is still hard to believe. Any thoughts? Am I going to have government agents busting down my doors soon? Is anyone else seeing this kind of strange stuff under the microscope?
William
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Post by sadsack on Dec 17, 2008 16:21:23 GMT -5
Dear William - Is that sample a "scab"? Also, are the flshing lights being emitted from the sample? I have seen that before, but wanted to be sure it wasn't an equipment artifact. No, you will not have government agents breaking down your door. I feared that myself over a year ago as I sent several enraged emails to the CDC and left SCREAMING messages on their phone accusing them of knowing exacty what this is, of trying to kill us, etc., and that I was going to the media. Don't worry. There are far too many of us at this point. Great job on the micrograph. Stick close to us; we've all been terrified and sick, and many of us have gotten much better and are managing the fear, OK? Do you live in one of the three hot states (CA TX or FL)? anewday
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Post by williambeachlvr on Dec 17, 2008 19:04:58 GMT -5
Thanks, that is comforting. You do go into a bit of a panic. Trying to explain things to an MD with so much anxiety. Being careful what you say because you know it will get you a straight jacket. Then learning more about all the problems with the disease. Very frightening.
Looking under the microscope and thinking "now I know I am crazy." Because I can't really be seeing what I am seeing. Nano stuffed animals and forms of the virgin mary?
The alligator form was what appeared to be a scab. Although my sensation was it was being pushed out. Could these be broken pieces of things the body is just dispelling? The gooey "toy" thing I watched emerge through the skin after a very sharp pain. There wasn't broken skin behind it, just a red spot.
I was living in Los Angeles for 6 months not that long ago. I live in Maryland now.
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Post by williambeachlvr on Dec 17, 2008 19:08:35 GMT -5
The fishing/flashing lights seemed to come from the sample. I looked over this a bunch, and it seems some of the material is highly reflective. I conjecture that what we are looking at is refuse, and if it was the real thing, maybe that material intact could reflect light off of it. Microscopic stealth technology - interesting concept. There were also pieces of fiber that lit up on the ends like fiber optics.
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Post by sadsack on Dec 17, 2008 21:29:16 GMT -5
I have had many of those "I can't be seeing this" moments. I truly feared for my sanity....although there were times I wished WAS crazy. It would have been much easier...take me away, fill me with anti-psychotic meds, and then let me get back to my life. Fiber optics have frequently been mentioned in connection with this monster, and I must say that it really does appear that your sample itself is flashing. You are incredibly brave to have taken things this far, considering how new this realization is to you. And good for you for keeping it together with MDs. In the beginning I was a TOTAL MESS. Crying, shaking, etc. Have you found things to help you feel better? There are methods... anewday
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Post by williambeachlvr on Dec 18, 2008 14:39:22 GMT -5
Folks like you are the best remedy for the anxiety! I have found Albendazole 400mg x2 day/Diflucan 200mg day (want to try Sporanox because I hear it is better). I am also going to do a Zpak (starting today) followed by Doxycycline 200mg day. I also have colloidial silver/topical antifungals (all that the drug store had- even considered converting some of the girl thingyl products bunches of vitamins and supplements. I just tried the Selsun Blue salicylic shampoo all over body and felt this wild tingling sensation all over my body!!! Then I got a hearty laugh when I realized it was the brand with menthol! It felt good anyway. I am going to post a new thread on my theory on how I was able to get the videos that I got. I do agree that the reflective lights were coming from the specimens. Thanks
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