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Post by john on Oct 30, 2006 1:23:17 GMT -5
Hello,
I posted a few times on other threads here - like Anyone Else? and Mind Control by Parasites? - so you can read those to see where I'm coming from.
Anyway, after reading things like Anti-psychotics can help or even cure this thing, I thought I give my old Lithium a try.
In 1997 I was diagnosed as Bi-Polar and possibly Paranoid Schizophrenic and was put on Lithium for the mania.
I only took it while I was locked up in the mental hospital for the week and then stopped. I like the manic episodes and now just self medicate with a little alcohol when I feel myself starting to lose control.
Anyway, about a month ago I got this large lesion in the center of my back. And the terrible itching started up in my ears and nose.
Not fun - as most of you know. I tried the enzyme baths and sprays and creams and soaps which helped a little, but only for a little while and then the fibers would start coming out again and itching like crazy.
The first time I took a Kleen-Free enzyme bath a LARGE BRIGHT GREEN fiber about 2 inches long came OUT of my back lesion and started swimming around in the tub !!! I KID YOU NOT !!!
It finally slowed down and died in the hot enzyme water and I caught it and put it under my 20 power binocular microscope. It's a nasty looking sucker with 4 barbed prongs sticking out of the head and tapering to a point at the tail like a tadpole.
I was HOPING that was the mother ship or something hatching all the tiny white and clear fibers that were coming out of my face, but no such luck :-(
That was about 2 weeks ago. I have since gathered many other small specimens and watch them jump around and attach to each other and GROW under the microscope. The lesion has healed somewhat but now pains. It's about 3 inches in diameter and still swollen up. Plus it is really hard to get a look at since it is in the center of my back right on the spine.
I mean come on, there is NO DENYING what I am seeing here!!!
Anyway, I tried 600 mg of lithium the other day with no effect. I was up ALL night again with the itching.
Last night I took another 2 pills (my script was for 4 pills - 1200mg a day of Lithonate) and NO ITCHING last night. I can't believe this.
Oh ya, you say - it was all in your head and you might have just as well taken sugar pills...
And the plot thickens !!!
John from Newport, RI
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Post by aussie on Oct 30, 2006 3:08:16 GMT -5
Dear John
Undoubtedly you will get quite a few replies to your cry for assistance and I happen to be the first one online, its always up to you whether you take it on board or not, of course. We would all like to help and everyone has their own pet remedies.
First, you sound desperate and I'm wondering if there is any way you could get to see Shoshanna's Dr Hildy? Undoubtedly you will have listened to the broadcast from the other day? If not one of us will send you the link. It takes 2 hours to hear the entire thing. They are asking for volunteers and from the description of the critter that emerged from your back, you would be perfect.
Second....why on earth would you want to take a something(Lithium) that is also used in the manufacture of glass and ceramics? It supposedly interfers with the uptake of sodium, calcium and magnesium. Also one of the side effects is weight gain. Someone I know personally, had a mental breakdown, electro shock therapy and then Lithium. She turned into a huge blob with no mind of her own. Pitiful story.
Just relax. As you have found out heavy exertion heats up the body and makes it worse. Take up tai chi or something.
Buy yourself some Ganoderma toothpaste online(Reishi mushroom, menthol), and plaster it all over the lesion and insulate the critters. You could mix it with tea tree oil, sulphur, boric acid. Stops them from coming in contact with your clothes. Don't wear tight clothes.
Now, I know from what you said previously that you have a spiritual bent, so-o I am going to put really myself on the line here and wait to see me get shot down in flames from some quarters but...gotta do it...I've got broad shoulders.....(good support for wings, you know!)....
Now understand, I do not necessarily believe the theory which I am about to put forth...it is just a theory, which I have been discussing with some of my on line friends who think outside the box. It gives us great comfort to be able to exchange ideas which may or may not have some credibility.
So...the PTB have really ruined this world of ours, as most of us are aware. There have been many "end times" predictions and some of those are "by fire". Also, there have been spiritual writings that say our bodies are being changed from "carbon based"to "silicon" based forms and the process will be somewhat uncomfortable... so that we can survive those times and go on to better things.
Now, since the fibres are silicon and have a melting point(I think I am correct here), of 1,700 degrees and we really don't know how much of our bodies are going to affected, internally and externally by the fibres....what if...what if....this whole thing is a blessing and not a curse???
When you mentioned "Lithium" I cannot help but think of batteries. What if we are these little human batteries/conductors connecting with each other for the better good of this earth, everybody on it and beyond? We must have a purpose in the scheme of things far beyond the trivial little lives that we are living at the moment. I think I've said enough, but I had to.
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Post by sarahconnor on Oct 30, 2006 4:56:53 GMT -5
John - I feel for you and I find you funny - the "Mothership"!!!lol good to see you still have your humour. But the suffering and what you are witnessing is not fun at all, I am sorry.
I do not know what to say about Lithium I have never taken it, nor really read anything about it. But our lady Aussie is well read and she does talk a lot of sense. I hope her post will help you sort out what is best for you.
Take care now, and please keep posting, lots of people around here are very helpful.
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Post by sarahconnor on Oct 30, 2006 4:59:14 GMT -5
P.S. Is Lithium a CURE??? Which is what this thread is entitled. How could Lithium be a cure? In my eyes it can not. It is a mind altering drug. A mind altering drug can not remove an infectious agent from the body. Just my point of view.
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Post by john on Oct 30, 2006 6:24:14 GMT -5
Yes, I agree. Not a cure, but it certainly calmed the itching enough so I was able to sleep through the night for the first time in weeks! Maybe just a good Benzo like Xanax or Valium would have done the same ? I know a few drinks also helps, but I am trying to get away from all that stuff.
Of course I will not continue taking it. Two of my sisters are just about vegetables now having been on all of those drugs for many years now.
THEY WILL not GET ME (OR MY LITTLE SISTER Susan WHO LOOKS UP TO ME AND ALSO REFUSES TO DO WHAT THE QUACK DOCTORS TELL HER TO. (UNLIKE HER TWO OLDER Sisters
Sorry about the caps lock key - this ThinkPad keyboard is unforgiving...
John
P.S.: aussie - no I didn't hear it yet, sure send me that link. I have the time and would like to help any way I can.
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Post by john on Oct 30, 2006 6:35:57 GMT -5
aussie, YES ! I have often thought the same things !!!
In fact even BEFORE this all started (that's why they keep trying to lock me up when I speak my mind!)
I also noticed last week that if I just tried to concentrate on something else and not let the tickles in my ears bother me, I comes and goes and is such a relief when it subsides even if for only a few minutes.
The mixture of Hydrogen Peroxide and Isopropyl Alcohol helps. I get all kinds of popping sounds in my left ear, but it calms the itching without other drugs or drinking alcohol...
I also found some rosary beads that my Godparents gave me when I was born which I am now wearing.
Keeping the faith also seems to help!
God bless us all !!! (maybe *WE* are the select few who are being saved for the next life ?)
John
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Post by thinker on Oct 30, 2006 10:15:39 GMT -5
Such worthy info, Aussie. John, she's our smartest star. I hope you read her posts at least twice!!
I just wanted to say that I was conversing with a counselor a few years ago (family counselor, I think) and here's what she told me:
Over 80% of the American public is on some type of mood elevator or anti-depressant.
When she said that, I immediately got a mental graphic of our 12-lane freeways, cars darting everywhere. Huh. Everything suddenly made sense. No one's awake!!
EVERYBODY'S ON DRUGS!!
She told me that "life is too hard to face these days, and I always recommend medication to help."
That's why people seem like drones, robots, brainless droids. These things not only hurt your body, they can steal your soul.
They want us cranked up (or down) so we don't protest things that we know aren't right.
I asked the counselor how one can possibly get better, to fix one's problems, if masked by drugs. She didn't know what to say. I don't think she's interested in fixing anything, except the big fat bank account she undoubtedly maintains, thanks to her junkies.
Stick around, John. We do good work here - soon, you'll not only be getting better, but you'll be helping others!!!
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Post by aussie on Oct 30, 2006 19:29:45 GMT -5
Dear John,
I would prefer to think of us as being in the first wave of helper angels(even tho our wings are not seen in in this dimension) who have returned to assist out fellows out of the mess we have made for ourselves, rather that being of a select few who are going to be "saved" .
If we made a "contract' aeons ago, to do this work, and be of service to others, then in doing so we will be fulfilling our "mission" and helping ourselves at the same time.
There are many of us awakening now and we are powerful, far beyond those that would restrain us for their own selfish ends. We have the ultimate power of love, not only for ourselves but for the benefit of all others.
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Post by john on Nov 6, 2006 3:05:04 GMT -5
HI ...
I have been out of the loop for a few days.
I have been having a hard time lately. I was apparently assaulted on Halloween in Providence. I woke up in Rhode Island Hospital and they were giving me a shot of Haldol !!!
I must have been acting up...
The last thing I remember was getting off the bus and walking around the city. Yes I had been drinking, so I knew enough to not drive.
Now my furnace died and I am at home in my heated water bed. Last night I woke up and it was 38 degrees outside and 42 degrees inside ! My little kitty kat didn't like that either.
I troubleshot the furnace and found out the main control is shot and BOTH zone valves are fried. My furnace guy says he thinks my house must have been hit by lightning. Funny, I don't remember any storms !
Anyway, it's up to 59 degrees in here now, thanks to the electric space heater. They are supposed to come back tomorrow with the parts to fix.
Plus my face is itching like crazy again. I don't think the little critters like the cold !
John
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Post by john on Nov 6, 2006 3:35:34 GMT -5
Yes, everyone's on drugs!
That reminds me of a road trip I took back in 1994. I was planning on driving my brand new 1993 Mustang GT Convertible to Key West.
Well, I only made it from RI to Baltimore. That's when the fun started.
It's been a long time since *I* was on any real drugs, but I swear I thought I was tripping.
I saw an Indian dude with long hair shape shift right in front of me at the bar in the Best Western Hotel.
It was freaky ! Someone told me he was a "skin walker" - whatever that means...
Anyway, I remember all of the people on the highway near DC were definitely on some kind of drugs. Being from New England, I obviously didn't fit in down there.
The next day I made it as far as North Carolina, and then freaked out and decided to head back home!
About 12 hours of driving later as I past the University of RI some hot shot kid in a white Camaro side swiped my car and FLIPPED OVER. Almost totaled my car... a few grand later I laid it up and then sold it to buy a 240SX.
Sorry to say, but I don't think I'll ever buy another American car.
The Nissan's have been good to me. (I have a 240SX and a 300ZX, both white).
John
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