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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 25, 2011 3:28:25 GMT -5
What can we do as individuals to help raise awareness of this condition in our communities? I know that there are other people out there who are suffering from this in silence. Perhaps out of embarrassment and humiliation. But if someone came forward and began to talk about it, then maybe others would feel comfortable enough to come out of isolation and help to work with us. If anyone has any ideas about how we might put a plan into action, I would welcome them. How do we reach other victims, and get them involved? Maybe we could join together and meet up at the CDC and demand help. I've written to Alex Jones, apparently he was talking about Morgellons on his show & spoke about the new findings by Cliff Carnicom. I said in my email I was hoping I could call into his show & we could have a chat. I'm not sure I sent the email via the right website. I've had a right old time with my computer crashing trying to transmit the message. If anyone has an email address for Alex Jones that would be greatly appreciated. Thank you! www.gcnlive.com/programs/alexJones/
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 25, 2011 3:33:33 GMT -5
What can we do as individuals to help raise awareness of this condition in our communities? I know that there are other people out there who are suffering from this in silence. Perhaps out of embarrassment and humiliation. But if someone came forward and began to talk about it, then maybe others would feel comfortable enough to come out of isolation and help to work with us. If anyone has any ideas about how we might put a plan into action, I would welcome them. How do we reach other victims, and get them involved? Maybe we could join together and meet up at the CDC and demand help. I've written to Alex Jones, apparently he was talking about Morgellons on his show & spoke about the new findings by Cliff Carnicom. I said in my email I was hoping I could call into his show & we could have a chat. I'm not sure I sent the email via the right website. I've had a right old time with my computer crashing trying to transmit the message. If anyone has an email address for Alex Jones that would be greatly appreciated. Thank you! www.gcnlive.com/programs/alexJones/
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 25, 2011 17:53:48 GMT -5
This would be great, Sarah. Thank you, for all that you are doing to help. I'm not familiar with Alex Jones or his work, but anything that he could do to help will be greatly appreciated. I'm particulary interested in how we can all work closer to home on this issue, so that we can reach every city, state, rural communitie, and isolated areas where there are desperate people confined to their homes who have lost their jobs, and families, and have literally lost all hope. Those who are considering suicide. I feel we should go back to "good old fashioned radio" to get the word out. I plan on phoning Alex Jones. I don't want one more person to kill themselves over this atrocity, & that includes myself. I'm still going through this painful process, like everyone else. I never look a gift horse in the mouth. I'll put my thinking cap on - still wiping the sleep from my eyes! Hope you had a lovely Easter.
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 25, 2011 19:09:24 GMT -5
This would be great, Sarah. Thank you, for all that you are doing to help. I'm not familiar with Alex Jones or his work, but anything that he could do to help will be greatly appreciated. I'm particulary interested in how we can all work closer to home on this issue, so that we can reach every city, state, rural communitie, and isolated areas where there are desperate people confined to their homes who have lost their jobs, and families, and have literally lost all hope. Those who are considering suicide. I feel we should go back to "good old fashioned radio" to get the word out. I plan on phoning Alex Jones. I don't want one more person to kill themselves over this atrocity, & that includes myself. I'm still going through this painful process, like everyone else. I never look a gift horse in the mouth. I'll put my thinking cap on - still wiping the sleep from my eyes! Hope you had a lovely Easter. This blog is my dear friend Jodie. Her husband has Lyme disease & Morgellons. Birds are carrying the ticks and mites that transmit Lyme to humans. jpdonnelly.wordpress.com/and another helpful site; Morgellons Aid morgellonsaid.wordpress.com/forum-feedback/
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 26, 2011 3:37:59 GMT -5
Thanks Sarah, I agree with you. Old fashion radio just may be the answer. I know that there are people here in my area who are suffering, but will not admit to having this condition. People on the street that I talk to mention family members who have become literal invalids confined to their beds because of some sort of bug that continues to torment them day and night. But when I try to contact them to offer my help they deny it, and other members of the family refuse to let me see them because they believe that they are only delusional. Obviously doctors have been involved. Some are quitting their jobs and some are losing them because of memory loss and confusion. I believe that if we could get the local media involved then more people would come forth and offer support. This thing is bigger than people realize, but most are too ashamed to come out with it. Again thank you , for your help. I know that you too are suffering. I am just thankful that there are some people like yourself who are bold and strong enough to take a stand, and attempt to do something. Hope you had a good Easter as well. All I can do is my best & that is what I attempt to do. All going well I plan to call Alex Jones in the middle of the night (tonight) AU time, which should be around 1pm TX time. sarah
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 26, 2011 14:08:49 GMT -5
Thanks Sarah, I agree with you. Old fashion radio just may be the answer. I know that there are people here in my area who are suffering, but will not admit to having this condition. People on the street that I talk to mention family members who have become literal invalids confined to their beds because of some sort of bug that continues to torment them day and night. But when I try to contact them to offer my help they deny it, and other members of the family refuse to let me see them because they believe that they are only delusional. Obviously doctors have been involved. Some are quitting their jobs and some are losing them because of memory loss and confusion. I believe that if we could get the local media involved then more people would come forth and offer support. This thing is bigger than people realize, but most are too ashamed to come out with it. Again thank you , for your help. I know that you too are suffering. I am just thankful that there are some people like yourself who are bold and strong enough to take a stand, and attempt to do something. Hope you had a good Easter as well. All I can do is my best & that is what I attempt to do. All going well I plan to call Alex Jones in the middle of the night (tonight) AU time, which should be around 1pm TX time. sarah So sorry guys - it took me 25 minutes to get through. I was then on hold for 35 minutes & the show was about to end. My phone battery started going flat too, so I had no choice but to hang up. I will try again tomorrow morning. Catch ya in the light of day, I need more zzzzzz
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 27, 2011 23:48:21 GMT -5
I got myself all worked up again & wrote another letter. To: nicola.roxon.mp@aph.gov.au Subject: URGENT ACTION - Morgellons Australia Date: Thu, 28 Apr 2011 04:23:52 +0000
Dear Ms Roxon,
URGENT ACTION: Morgellons Disease
I wrote to you at the end of February 2011 & sadly you never replied. I wrote to Ms Julia Gillard at the same, also with another follow up letter, again to be ignored.
What is it going to take for the Australian Government to open their eyes & ears? We have a disease reaching pandemic status in Australia & you choose to ignore it?
A google search on "Morgellons & CDC" should put you in the picture. Where does this leave all the poor souls of Australia who are suffering daily, not to mention killing themselves whilst people like you, who have the power to make change - continue to ignore.
I wrote a letter back in 2008 to Kevin Rudd who did reply, saying they were waiting on the CDC study results BEFORE they would notify health care providers. The only way health care professionals are learning about Morgellons is from their patients. The doctor immediately diagnoses Delusions of Parasitosis.
This is NOT a mass delusion, & one would have to be delusional themselves to even think of such madness.
I await your urgent reply.
Sincerely Gillian Penkethman
Health Minister Australia; www.aph.gov.au/house/members/member.asp?id=83K
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 28, 2011 2:19:05 GMT -5
I got myself all worked up again & wrote another letter. To: nicola.roxon.mp@aph.gov.au Subject: URGENT ACTION - Morgellons Australia Date: Thu, 28 Apr 2011 04:23:52 +0000
Dear Ms Roxon,
URGENT ACTION: Morgellons Disease
I wrote to you at the end of February 2011 & sadly you never replied. I wrote to Ms Julia Gillard at the same, also with another follow up letter, again to be ignored.
What is it going to take for the Australian Government to open their eyes & ears? We have a disease reaching pandemic status in Australia & you choose to ignore it?
A google search on "Morgellons & CDC" should put you in the picture. Where does this leave all the poor souls of Australia who are suffering daily, not to mention killing themselves whilst people like you, who have the power to make change - continue to ignore.
I wrote a letter back in 2008 to Kevin Rudd who did reply, saying they were waiting on the CDC study results BEFORE they would notify health care providers. The only way health care professionals are learning about Morgellons is from their patients. The doctor immediately diagnoses Delusions of Parasitosis.
This is NOT a mass delusion, & one would have to be delusional themselves to even think of such madness.
I await your urgent reply.
Sincerely
Health Minister Australia; www.aph.gov.au/house/members/member.asp?id=83KDear Ms Roxon, I am forwarding you some video links; which include news footage from the United States on Morgellons Disease. Morgellons Disease is it man made Part 2 Nightline CDC Skin Fiber Chemtrails Real Death From Above: The Morgellons Epidemic Morgellons Public Outreach I can only urge that you & your colleagues watch these videos; more importantly though, you do need to keep an open mind. We do not know the cause of this disease we refer to as "Morgellons". Thank you for your time. Sincerely ------------------------------------------------------------------- I'm sorry, I neglected to send this one; Morgellons Research in Tulsa April 2011
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Post by brim on Apr 28, 2011 14:21:32 GMT -5
Bless you, Sarah!
Brim
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 28, 2011 18:26:27 GMT -5
Thanks Brim. We'll see what comes of it. I'm not holding my breath, very very discouraged with these people & that includes the DOCTORS!
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Post by amron on Apr 29, 2011 5:41:22 GMT -5
What do you think about morgellons anyomous, guys! phone number, strickly for disease? communitys secret meetings. Thanks ladyoflight, we so need each other and it gets more hazordous each day going it alone. Blessings!
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 30, 2011 5:03:14 GMT -5
Phone calls strictly for disease? - there is the chance our calls would be monitored. I would dearly love to start a campaign in my community, there's just one catch...I could be incarcerated. Local radio & local news will not have anything to do with me. I've written to them all. Nothing is spoken about on our news, for example; 12 months ago listening to a local talk back radio a guy phones in saying "when is something going to be done about all this chemtrail spraying?". Radio announcer replies "hmmm we'll look into that" - clunk - the guy was cut off - chemtrail spraying never to spoken about again. This is the plague you're having when you're not having a plague. Fear runs deep in this household, though we don't speak about, we encourage nothing other than love. Remember this lady in Germany? aircrap.org/morgellons-victim-jumps-to-death-in-germany/331357/ Killed herself jumping out of a hot air balloon. Now wouldn't you think that would make someone tell someone to hurry up with this F&$%#@! STUDY!!!
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Post by ladyoflight on Apr 30, 2011 11:13:08 GMT -5
Hello all, I'm not so much concerned about getting on with the study of this condition as I am reaching out to other victims around the world and offering help and support.
As you already know, I am pretty confident about the cause and what is actually happening to our bodies. But the world at large is not. They are living in panic and terror.
The DNA activation and gradual mutation of our cells is science fiction to most people, but all the same, it is happening. I don't claim to understand the complete process, but I don't have to. I am aware and conscious enough to realize that I am changing on dramatic, traumatic and remarkable levels.
Energy and Light are coming in massive amounts and merging with our bodies. All of the negative and toxic energy is being forced out through our skin, and then regenerating as it builds a new body. As the new energy comes in our bodies have to be purified and transformed to recieve it. Yes, this process is terrorizing! It is literally breaking down and destroying our current bodies and minds, but this process is necessary in order to rebuild the new ones. The new bodies and minds that will accelerate us into the new millineum that will take place right here on planet earth. But it is not just humans that are mutating, it is all life on the planet.
I want to reach the world and help them to understand what is happening, and hopefully help them to cope and alleviate the symptoms that go with this process of transformation.
It may very well be that chemtrails, nanotechnology, lyme disease, or government conspiracy, etc, is tied in some way to bring about this change. I don't know. Personally, I don't think so. I could be wrong, but the most urgent iissue right now is, saving lives. We are running out of time. We cannot afford to wait for a study. We have to move now.
Sarah, I know that you and some of the others do not agree with this, and that is ok, but before you respond, I ask you to consider the changes that you have already experienced physically, mentally, and spiritually. Is there a deep part of you that has died or yielded? Has your world that was once safe and secure suddenly been turned upside down? Have you experienced great loss of homes, jobs, friends, family members. Have you lost your desire for things that used to mean the world to you? Have you been shaken out of your comfort zone? If so, then you are being transformed. Regardless of what kind of aspects are involved, we are changing and we need to come together and support each other as we continue to go through this together. And it's just now getting started, some have not even started the process yet, while others are moving closer to completion. They are going to need our help, and it is going to continue to be on a massive scale.
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Post by imasap on Apr 30, 2011 15:03:24 GMT -5
So glad that I found this sight. Any info on this is greatly appreciated. Will come back later to read posts. I hope that I do not violate any of the rules here by putting my email here. imasap@ localnet.com is my email. I suffer from Morgellons. I live in Ohio.
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 30, 2011 17:39:27 GMT -5
Sarah, I know that you and some of the others do not agree with this, and that is ok, but before you respond, I ask you to consider the changes that you have already experienced physically, mentally, and spiritually. Is there a deep part of you that has died or yielded? Has your world that was once safe and secure suddenly been turned upside down? Have you experienced great loss of homes, jobs, friends, family members. Have you lost your desire for things that used to mean the world to you? Have you been shaken out of your comfort zone? If so, then you are being transformed. Regardless of what kind of aspects are involved, we are changing and we need to come together and support each other as we continue to go through this together. And it's just now getting started, some have not even started the process yet, while others are moving closer to completion. They are going to need our help, and it is going to continue to be on a massive scale. Hello ladyoflight, it's not that I don't agree with you, more to the point - I don't understand. I answered "yes" to all your questions. I'm trying to understand the blood types further. I've done a little research on this, though still having trouble grasping. My mother is Rh negative & me being the second child born her blood type tried to reject me in the womb. Apparently my mother was given something to help us both prior to my birth. I have the same blood type as my father. Also there is the connection of the 3 generations - being my mothers mother is still living. I'm trying to understand how this all comes together with Morgellons, one thing is for sure - something is terribly wrong. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks - sarah
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Post by sarahconnor on Apr 30, 2011 19:13:34 GMT -5
Sarah, I don't believe that our blood type will make or break this condition. It really dosen't matter what type of blood you have, or how you are genetically wired. It dosen't matter what kind of disorders your mother or grandmother suffered with. Everyone and everything is being affected as a whole. People will be affected at different times. Some are mutating now, and some have yet to begin the process. I understand that you are trying to get to the root of this theory, but our DNA makeup is too complex to understand. I'm not trying to understand how it all works together to form the different helixes and new strands of DNA energy. I just know that the change is happening, and I have to learn how to cope with the effects, and help others do the same. Ok, thanks ladyoflight. sarah
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Post by ladyoflight on Apr 30, 2011 19:44:18 GMT -5
BF: Everyone has one double helix of DNA. What we are finding is that THERE ARE OTHER HELIXES THAT ARE BEING FORMED. In the double helix there are two strands of DNA coiled into a spiral. It is my understanding that we will be developing twelve helixes. During this time, which seems to have started maybe 5 to 20 years ago, we have been mutating. This is the scientific explanation. It is a MUTATION OF OUR SPECIES into something for which THE END RESULT IS NOT YET KNOWN. Read more: morgellonsgroup.proboards.com/index.cgi?board=general&action=display&thread=3703#ixzz1L3ax9sOp
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Post by sarahconnor on May 1, 2011 1:43:52 GMT -5
It may very well be that chemtrails, nanotechnology, lyme disease, or government conspiracy, etc, is tied in some way to bring about this change. I don't know. Personally, I don't think so. I could be wrong, but the most urgent iissue right now is, saving lives. We are running out of time. We cannot afford to wait for a study. We have to move now. I believe the things you mentioned are involved. The "study" is the only thing that will release the majority (IMO) from this lifeless suffocation. Who are the people involved in this peer review study? who gets to view all the information? Every doctor world wide? or just a bunch of dills. CDC must realize they already have blood on their hands, I for one don't want to be next.
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Post by brim on May 1, 2011 8:48:25 GMT -5
Ladyoflight
You seem on the one hand to be convinced that we are exposed to DNA changes
Could she list the research that has convinced you? (Other than the one article from Dr. Fox, which you keep referring to)
On the other hand you claim that this is difficult to understand
Is it difficult to understand for you? Or is it difficult to understand for everybody else but you?
We may all have our "beliefs" in this. Some are more hardened in theirs than others, which is fine, but this is not the correct forum for pitching/insisting/preaching. We try to present information in an objective manner, and let people make their own assessments.
Blood types and/or heritance aspects are as relevant at this point in the quest for answers as they ever were. Heritance certainly is of major importance in a DNA perspective (!!!), and also in a Lyme's perspective.
So far, I am sorry to say that your "concern" does not at all feel genuine to me, so may I ask what your agenda is?
As for "reaching out to all victims": It's a grand idea, I give you that.
Most victims don't yet know what they are suffering from, so I suggest you put your hand where your mouth is and start applying yourself to finding the means to launch a worldwide (agenda free) awareness campaign.
With respect to the folks who manage to find their way to this board, would you also please observe the "do no harm" rule and be very careful with the advice you give to newcomers. For example: If you lay this syndrome on a surgeon who doesn't go back a long way with you, you might get rejected for surgery and be transferred somewhere elseā¦
That said, any research, including the DNA angle, certainly has merit under the circumstances, and you will find an extended list of answers to your questions on the symptoms' list on this board (of which quite a few overlap the symptoms listed by Dr. Fox) - as well as on all other sites related to Morgellons. Also see the remedies' section for ways of relief that most of us already have tried out.
Honest interest and concern is appreciated. That's what this board is about Lady of light, so why don't we just keep it that way.
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Post by ladyoflight on May 1, 2011 9:35:47 GMT -5
Sorry if I offended anyone. My work is done here.
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Post by sarahconnor on May 1, 2011 19:37:52 GMT -5
Sarah, I know that you and some of the others do not agree with this, and that is ok, but before you respond, I ask you to consider the changes that you have already experienced physically, mentally, and spiritually. Is there a deep part of you that has died or yielded? Has your world that was once safe and secure suddenly been turned upside down? Have you experienced great loss of homes, jobs, friends, family members. Have you lost your desire for things that used to mean the world to you? Have you been shaken out of your comfort zone? If so, then you are being transformed. Regardless of what kind of aspects are involved, we are changing and we need to come together and support each other as we continue to go through this together. And it's just now getting started, some have not even started the process yet, while others are moving closer to completion. They are going to need our help, and it is going to continue to be on a massive scale. Hello ladyoflight, it's not that I don't agree with you, more to the point - I don't understand. I answered "yes" to all your questions. I'm trying to understand the blood types further. I've done a little research on this, though still having trouble grasping. My mother is Rh negative & me being the second child born her blood type tried to reject me in the womb. Apparently my mother was given something to help us both prior to my birth. I have the same blood type as my father. Also there is the connection of the 3 generations - being my mothers mother is still living. I'm trying to understand how this all comes together with Morgellons, one thing is for sure - something is terribly wrong. Any advice would be greatly appreciated. Thanks - sarah With regards to the Rh negative - I was incorrect about something. My mother was given a blood test at 32 weeks to check that I wasn't going to be born a "blue baby" en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Blue_baby_syndromeStrange, my waters broke with William at 32 weeks.
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Post by sarahconnor on May 1, 2011 23:28:52 GMT -5
Ladyoflight You seem on the one hand to be convinced that we are exposed to DNA changes Could she list the research that has convinced you? (Other than the one article from Dr. Fox, which you keep referring to) On the other hand you claim that this is difficult to understand Is it difficult to understand for you? Or is it difficult to understand for everybody else but you? We may all have our "beliefs" in this. Some are more hardened in theirs than others, which is fine, but this is not the correct forum for pitching/insisting/preaching. We try to present information in an objective manner, and let people make their own assessments. Blood types and/or heritance aspects are as relevant at this point in the quest for answers as they ever were. Heritance certainly is of major importance in a DNA perspective (!!!), and also in a Lyme's perspective. So far, I am sorry to say that your "concern" does not at all feel genuine to me, so may I ask what your agenda is? As for "reaching out to all victims": It's a grand idea, I give you that. Most victims don't yet know what they are suffering from, so I suggest you put your hand where your mouth is and start applying yourself to finding the means to launch a worldwide (agenda free) awareness campaign. With respect to the folks who manage to find their way to this board, would you also please observe the "do no harm" rule and be very careful with the advice you give to newcomers. For example: If you lay this syndrome on a surgeon who doesn't go back a long way with you, you might get rejected for surgery and be transferred somewhere elseā¦ That said, any research, including the DNA angle, certainly has merit under the circumstances, and you will find an extended list of answers to your questions on the symptoms' list on this board (of which quite a few overlap the symptoms listed by Dr. Fox) - as well as on all other sites related to Morgellons. Also see the remedies' section for ways of relief that most of us already have tried out. Honest interest and concern is appreciated. That's what this board is about Lady of light, so why don't we just keep it that way. Thank you brim, I think we have all been through enough. I thought it was just me thinking something was a miss. I like to give people the benefit of the doubt & yes, at times, I'm far too trusting. As this board states "for the higher good of all" - not just one on their own agenda. This is about ALL of us suffering, some days terrible, some days are good BUT the cycle doesn't end. This IS painful, miserable and at times intolerable. sarah
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Post by amron on May 7, 2011 7:11:26 GMT -5
Hi...I guess we remain teachable through pain, anguish, suffering. I had my first morgie frenzy, my body was so alive, awake, stirred without sleep for a couple days. I watched myself lose total control in the mental anguish, while the hive was replacating. I wished that someone would hit me over the head with a heavy frying pan. My body seem to be in the build up mode for a few days prior to the exaggerated condition. All I can say is I hope I dont have another. I thought I needed to check into the nearest mental health facility. I guess I learn the hard way. I get to experience what I dont understand, hense teachable. amron
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Post by sarahconnor on May 7, 2011 19:46:37 GMT -5
Hi...I guess we remain teachable through pain, anguish, suffering. I had my first morgie frenzy, my body was so alive, awake, stirred without sleep for a couple days. I watched myself lose total control in the mental anguish, while the hive was replacating. I wished that someone would hit me over the head with a heavy frying pan. My body seem to be in the build up mode for a few days prior to the exaggerated condition. All I can say is I hope I dont have another. I thought I needed to check into the nearest mental health facility. I guess I learn the hard way. I get to experience what I dont understand, hense teachable. amron amron, the last place you want to be when your symptoms are like that is in a mental health facility! - I'm not sure what the mental institutions are like in your area, going on my own experience - there is no care, no compassion, no understanding & you can guarantee you would be locked up in the High Dependency Unit.
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Post by sarahconnor on May 8, 2011 16:53:15 GMT -5
Morgellons: A hidden epidemic or mass hysteria? www.guardian.co.uk/lifeandstyle/2011/may/07/morgellons-mysterious-illness?CMP=twt_guSo it's new, frightening and profoundly odd. But if you were to seek the view of the medical establishment, you'd find the strangest fact about this disease: morgellons doesn't exist. I meet Paul in a pub in a Birmingham suburb. He shows me pictures he's collected of his fibres. On his laptop, a grim parade of images flicks past. There are sores, scabs and nasal hairs, each magnified by a factor of 200. In each photo there is a tiny coloured fibre on or in his skin. "Is it an excrement?" he asks. "A byproduct? A structure they live in?" A waitress passes with a tray of salad as he points to an oozing wound. "Is it a breathing pipe?" Paul absent-mindedly digs his nails into a lesion just below the hem of his shorts. Little red welts pepper his legs and arms, some dulled to a waxy maroon, others just plasticky-white scar tissue. Later, Smith tells me he's been a sufferer since 2004. "I put a sweatshirt I'd been wearing in the garden over my arm and there was this intense burning, sticking sensation. I thought it was cactus spines. I began picking to get them out, but it wasn't long before it was all over my body." He describes "almost an obsession. You just can't stop picking. You feel the sensation of something that's trying to come out of your skin. You've just got to get in there. And there's this sense of incredible release when you get something out."
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Post by sarahconnor on May 10, 2011 18:46:50 GMT -5
Morgellons: A hidden epidemic or mass hysteria? www.guardian.co.uk/lifeandstyle/2011/may/07/morgellons-mysterious-illness?CMP=twt_guSo it's new, frightening and profoundly odd. But if you were to seek the view of the medical establishment, you'd find the strangest fact about this disease: morgellons doesn't exist. I meet Paul in a pub in a Birmingham suburb. He shows me pictures he's collected of his fibres. On his laptop, a grim parade of images flicks past. There are sores, scabs and nasal hairs, each magnified by a factor of 200. In each photo there is a tiny coloured fibre on or in his skin. "Is it an excrement?" he asks. "A byproduct? A structure they live in?" A waitress passes with a tray of salad as he points to an oozing wound. "Is it a breathing pipe?" Paul absent-mindedly digs his nails into a lesion just below the hem of his shorts. Little red welts pepper his legs and arms, some dulled to a waxy maroon, others just plasticky-white scar tissue. Later, Smith tells me he's been a sufferer since 2004. "I put a sweatshirt I'd been wearing in the garden over my arm and there was this intense burning, sticking sensation. I thought it was cactus spines. I began picking to get them out, but it wasn't long before it was all over my body." He describes "almost an obsession. You just can't stop picking. You feel the sensation of something that's trying to come out of your skin. You've just got to get in there. And there's this sense of incredible release when you get something out." The journalist who wrote this article has Morgellons himself. This article is extremely confusing, reads like a Chinese whisper. How are ALL my morgie friends doing? Hope you are all hanging in! Love - sarah
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Post by amron on May 11, 2011 14:42:13 GMT -5
Hi... Sarah,
Hanging in there thats for sure, but I dont like today's wake up to leaky leisons with ozzing yellow bio film, all over my neck and face. I had to use four different cleansers to get the sticky stuff off. It gets harder everytime this happens to remove the (toxic soup) junk.I swear this stuff has a major brain assimulation, and they know when to attack. When I'm asleep, I guess its a free for all. Fortunatley I am an awake person to different sense of touch. Never a dull moment Sarah! Have a good one!
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Post by sarahconnor on May 12, 2011 1:41:23 GMT -5
Hi... Sarah, Hanging in there thats for sure, but I dont like today's wake up to leaky leisons with ozzing yellow bio film, all over my neck and face. I had to use four different cleansers to get the sticky stuff off. It gets harder everytime this happens to remove the (toxic soup) junk.I swear this stuff has a major brain assimulation, and they know when to attack. When I'm asleep, I guess its a free for all. Fortunatley I am an awake person to different sense of touch. Never a dull moment Sarah! Have a good one! Hi amron, you certainly are a tough old bird - the yellow ooze is very frightening & painful. I sure hope things improve soon. I'm as deaf as post with ear problems, could well be Aspergillus niger considering the state this house is in. When the doctor checked my ears before Christmas I could see he got a fright, it was almost like he panicked & quickly said "you have to quit smoking!" - then he calmed down & said something about the smoke not helping matters. He said my ears & nose weren't gross, but they weren't the best. It's my balance I'm having issues with now, my partner keeps telling me I'm falling side ways, he said he can't walk next to me as I can't walk in a straight line. Not a lot I can do right now other than just go with it. So tired & fed up of all, like everyone is. You'll never believe it but our weather is extremely strange - we are freezing in Melbourne! literally. The other morning was -2 degrees Celsius - I have never known temperatures like this in Melbourne & I have lived here for over 30yrs. This week our day time temperature we've been lucky to reach 10 degrees. If it is going to be a warmer than normal winter, like they said a couple of weeks ago, I wish it would hurry up!! Take care sarah
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Post by amron on May 12, 2011 23:46:02 GMT -5
Tough old bird that's for sure. I chime in with you on the weather its whacked up here. I've got snow on the ground mid may, were seeming to set on freezing, at night and 40* in the day. Enjoyed you video, and learned something about hair. The fibers are all quiet now, I hope they stay that way forever. The ozzes tells me its a new cycle. The hairs have all but quit jumping out, the short white pig type ones and the black wavey ones esp. I'll take my breaks and run with them. Blessings amron
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