Post by adamj on Aug 26, 2009 11:39:28 GMT -5
Hi all, just thought i'd look back into the world of Morgellons for a quick catch up of whats being said and of any news. It doesn't surprise me that as of yet no worthy discoveries have been made and the whole scene doesn't seem to have moved on since i was using the net and other sources to find out and self diagnose my bout of what seemed to be at the time, unmistakably, Morgellons.
I had all the usual symptoms (fibres, joint pains, tiredness, head fuzz etc) and was suffering pretty bad as i'm sure many people on here still are. It was at a time in my life when i was very down and depressed. I was only getting a few hours sleep, maybe 3 hours, a night, was doing a job that entailled a lot of and physical and phsychological strain which meant when i wasn't working i was by myself, to tired to socialise and see friends. I still spent some time on the internet. I was sometimes using drugs to combat the tiredness too.
Since then, much of this has changed. i have regular long sleeps, eat healthy and have an active social life. As my life began to change I began to forget the morgellons and it gradually disappeared the more healthy i began to live my life.
This is the first time i have looked back on one of the discussion boards and TBH it frightens me that so many people are now caught up in this. I believe a massive part of this to be brought on by paranoia and internet hype. I used to believe that the lesions wouldnt heal for months but when i think back i have no doubt that its because i never stopped poking and prodding at the trying to get these crazy so called fibres out of them. I mean for gods sake will people just look at some of the things that are typed on this board. "our bodies are being taken over by silent nano machines invented by evil aliens who want to take over the world". i know people have different theories but is it any wonder that government authorities are yet to take anybody seriously about this. They're probably thinking most of us have some unde3rlying mental illness. While these retarded theories circulate the internet no reasonable authority is going to take anyone seriously.
The one thing I would say to anyone wanting help is that you have to believe you can help yourself. start to live healthy and the symptoms will gradually begin to disappear. Look carefully and THINK about some of the content on the forum and realise that much of it is a cry for help, not an answer to your problems. most of the objects shown under the micropscope i can still find on and around me today, its a different world with that thing, but hasn't caused me the slightest bit of hrm since i started living my life propery instead of in this isolated world where i once chose to live.
You have to say enough is enough and stop waiting for answers to a problem that isn't real to begin with.
Thats how ive overcome this illness and i believe everyone else can do it the same way.
why is it all this research is being done unofficially but nobody really even knows what is being researched, i have no doubt that 10 years from now people still wont have moved on and relised what morgellons is: ill health, tiredness, lack of sleep, mind games, paranoia etc etc and can be easily cured if we really tried.
Thanks for reading
Kind regards Adam
I had all the usual symptoms (fibres, joint pains, tiredness, head fuzz etc) and was suffering pretty bad as i'm sure many people on here still are. It was at a time in my life when i was very down and depressed. I was only getting a few hours sleep, maybe 3 hours, a night, was doing a job that entailled a lot of and physical and phsychological strain which meant when i wasn't working i was by myself, to tired to socialise and see friends. I still spent some time on the internet. I was sometimes using drugs to combat the tiredness too.
Since then, much of this has changed. i have regular long sleeps, eat healthy and have an active social life. As my life began to change I began to forget the morgellons and it gradually disappeared the more healthy i began to live my life.
This is the first time i have looked back on one of the discussion boards and TBH it frightens me that so many people are now caught up in this. I believe a massive part of this to be brought on by paranoia and internet hype. I used to believe that the lesions wouldnt heal for months but when i think back i have no doubt that its because i never stopped poking and prodding at the trying to get these crazy so called fibres out of them. I mean for gods sake will people just look at some of the things that are typed on this board. "our bodies are being taken over by silent nano machines invented by evil aliens who want to take over the world". i know people have different theories but is it any wonder that government authorities are yet to take anybody seriously about this. They're probably thinking most of us have some unde3rlying mental illness. While these retarded theories circulate the internet no reasonable authority is going to take anyone seriously.
The one thing I would say to anyone wanting help is that you have to believe you can help yourself. start to live healthy and the symptoms will gradually begin to disappear. Look carefully and THINK about some of the content on the forum and realise that much of it is a cry for help, not an answer to your problems. most of the objects shown under the micropscope i can still find on and around me today, its a different world with that thing, but hasn't caused me the slightest bit of hrm since i started living my life propery instead of in this isolated world where i once chose to live.
You have to say enough is enough and stop waiting for answers to a problem that isn't real to begin with.
Thats how ive overcome this illness and i believe everyone else can do it the same way.
why is it all this research is being done unofficially but nobody really even knows what is being researched, i have no doubt that 10 years from now people still wont have moved on and relised what morgellons is: ill health, tiredness, lack of sleep, mind games, paranoia etc etc and can be easily cured if we really tried.
Thanks for reading
Kind regards Adam