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Post by shubot on Jul 10, 2008 23:13:53 GMT -5
Hi, Kind Folks,
I have a few questions to throw out there.
Since I became ill with this devil monster evil disease, I have noticed that I have developed a few bad habits and I am wondering if I am not alone, Please respond. It would help me to know that I am not the only one!
Has anyone else noticed that they have the following problems?
I Look around and I see more clutter in my environment than ever before, and it grows.
I used to have a "junk drawer", now I have a "junk room"
I never seem to be able to get my bills paid on time.
I am always late, at least 80/20, even tho I try very hard to be on time.
I seem to loose track of time, and before I know it, it is2am.
I find myself procrastinating on doing my treatments.
Good Habits that were once so important to me, no longer seem to matter much.
Does Morgellons cause this, is this a part of the NWO "dumbing us down as awake talks about?
I would just like an opinion.
Thanks for responding.
shubot
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Post by shubot on Jul 10, 2008 23:18:37 GMT -5
I guess this should have been posted on the psychiatric box. Sorry, Admin, Please move it if you want, I do not know how. shubot
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Post by morph on Jul 11, 2008 1:48:44 GMT -5
Hey shubot, don't worry about your lapse in micro manageing your life, you have a little case of depression going on. Your mind is occupied with some real problems, please don't let it take over, focuse on that room one day, TURN ON SOME MUSIC and get yourself back where you like. I myself am not the dinamic person I was. I could outwork five men, now I am lucky to keep up with my grand daughter, LOL, and she is just starting to crawl.
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Post by bugsy on Jul 11, 2008 9:09:30 GMT -5
Ha ha Shubot,
This is so funny that you would post this right now. NO, you are not alone. Only yesterday I was doing a major overhaul and cleaning of all of the clutter that has piled up while I've been managing this situation and my life for the past two years or more.
What a MESS. What frightens me even more is the fact that I have a major surgery scheduled over the next week and I fear that the anethesia will make worse my inability to remain clear and focused on the matters at hand.
It is a struggle but I notice that the more I fight it the more anxiety it produces and the worse it gets.
I actually went to an oil change shop one day and the fellow asked me to turn on the car lights and I honestly had to ask him what button. NOT KIDDING. I usually don't drive at night due to my vision and under the right circumstance while in the moment there is no problem but I felt a brain fart coming on and swallowed my pride and just let it go and said "I can't remember right now, some help please." He kind of looked at me a little surprised and said "You don't know how to turn on your lights?" I just said "Nope, I'm having a brain fart, sorry."
I was completely mortified and embarassed but ya know....the worry creates more stress. We are not perfect and stress does create memory related issues. So take it easy on yourself. You are only human.
Faith
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Post by Awake on Jul 11, 2008 10:59:54 GMT -5
You are not alone!
Ha yes! this is exactly the way i have gone, my computer work space is so cluttered with bits of paper and stuff that just never gets put away! I keep aiming to clear it way but the thought just seems to go over my head and before i now it I've forgotten. It's just feels so strange because i can remember when i was a perfectionist about cleaning my room.
As for the time i don't seem to pay much attention to it only to realize that half of the day as gone it is really wried...and scary
I also have to mix and match worlds when i communicate to compensate for the word i can't "locate"...
We won't mention the NWO (but the two are inseparably related in my personal opinion) stuff here that belongs in the "alternative theories"
-Awakening2012-
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Post by shubot on Jul 11, 2008 15:00:35 GMT -5
HHHAAAAA!!!!! HHHHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAA!! Haaaaa! ;D ;D Morph! Thanks for the laugh! That was so funny about your little granddaughter!. I had a hilarious mental image of her beating you in a CRAWLING RACE!!! I really needed the lift. I think you may be right about me being a little depressed, I am feeling it Hey, Faith! I hope your surgery goes well. I didn't know! HAAAA, HAAAA, HAAAA! That is so funny about the Oil change guy! I am glad to know I am not alone there either! I stood in line for 45 minutes to get my Driver's License renewed, When my turn came, The guy looked up at me with his eyes and his head still down, and said, "lady this does not expire for another year"!!!!! I was very @#$%^&* with myself. Like I have time to drive all the way there and spend 45 minutes waiting in line when it isn't even time to renew yet! I just looked at him with my mouth opened, thinking I am in the twilight zone and said sorry and turned and walked out. I guess all this goes with the Morgs too! Hey, Awake! I know what you mean! I just happened to look around and I have papers everywhere, mail has not been opened, my car looks like a grocery store! I go buy the food and for get to bring it in Thanks for all your replies, you are all so funny.. ;D ;D and.. I feel so much better now knowing it isn't just me!.. Big Blessings to you all ; ......... shubot............
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