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Post by kammy on Nov 20, 2008 18:21:19 GMT -5
Love is continuing to love, caring for, and staying with someone who has Morgellons, especially at this very fearful and unknowing time we're in.
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Post by amron on Jan 24, 2011 21:48:28 GMT -5
Love on this board is an easy thing to identify; it is caring enough to share your morgellons disease experiences with others. It's a very lonley walk, and without the support of others, nye impossible to meet the new challanges morgie thrust. I need your feed back, this stuff morphs and I need your experiences, to grow towards wholeness again. I know its scary to post given the political climate at this tricky time. But, I dont think its going to get much better, for a long while. What could we say that hasn't been said allready, all over the web. If you have gone to any doctor your name is on a list. They know who's, who. Even though the medical proffesionals dont give you a thumbs up, I am sure that they know exactly whats happening. Come on guy's nows the time to be brave! Share and Care! Thats love.
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Post by shubot on Jan 31, 2011 11:14:46 GMT -5
I agree. We help each other by sharing our symptoms and our information on what has and has not helped us to deal with this nightmare illness. I am better, so much better now. But, I want to be healed. My hair still is my major problem. Otherwise, I am doing pretty good right now.
Thanks for the encouragement, Amron.
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Post by amron on Feb 4, 2011 21:14:57 GMT -5
Hi- I've been a sick cookie for a week or two, every joint hurts, the back of my head, and double trouble walking especialy at night. Awake all night, is a major stresser, I just dont get the rest my body needs. My fiftyone year old daughter passed away two weeks ago with lung cancer. I think that activated morgie. I felt so helpless being sick myself, I was there for her via the phone, and now the bell never rings, and my beautiful daughter is gone.
I am so glad you posted shubot, I am having new problems in the neck hair at the nap of my neck, I'm trying to grow leisons there, I can feel a raise in tissue. I will revert back to my old standby vicks. For a few weeks a silk scarf gave me relief, and no such luck.
You know shubot when this disease gets to acting up I get so angry. It then sends the blood hound in me tracking the people responsible for making this horrible batch of he-- for us. This puzzel is tricky, for I gather info, and the next day its gone. I guess the way I can get even is ferrert them out in the open. When I am playing Sherlock Holmes, I feel more powerful.
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Post by sarahconnor on Feb 8, 2011 6:14:05 GMT -5
Dear lady (amron) I sent you a pm I'm thinking of you at this difficult time. Please get well soon. I agree, sharing our personal experiences is so important. At times I was too scared the fear was paralysing me, but no more. The morgs are always with me too, just when I think I'm getting a grip on things. I was away on holiday recently to wake up to a deep morg scratch on my face. Only a month prior I'd woken to a deep cut on my forehead. I know it wasn't my nails & I don't sleep with any sharp implements. Also, just when I thought the neuro symptoms had taken leave low & behold they too reared their ugly whilst I was away. I had a drop attack/seizure & then developed difficulty with speech. All is well now, & I kinda attribute the drop attack to lack of blood flow to the brain. I am a FM sufferer & the humidity & heat has been out of this world. Also my ears were so blocked (which have been this way for 2 months since the humidity started) I felt so disconnected from the world my anxiety was increasing. All in all, I'm well & coping with this nightmare which feels like a movie or soap opera at times. As we say in this country - "Don't let the b a s t a r d s get you down!!". I won't, you won't & WE won't. Take care all Hugs - sarah
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Post by sarahconnor on Feb 14, 2011 23:14:30 GMT -5
Hi Back on the topic of seizures - woke again last night to those sensations. Please bear with me, hard to explain. I feel this sensation like creeping/crawling, a pulling feeling as though something is trying to get out of me. I recall - I was rolling around the bed, kind of throwing myself & groaning because I felt so uncomfortable. So I sat bolt upright, ripped out my mouth splint & went & sat in the lounge in an armchair. I then started nodding off in the chair, so staggered back to bed. When my partner got home from work around 2am he discovered something odd in the kitchen. He figured I'd been sleep walking - I'd placed 2 pieces of bread on top of 2 kleenex boxes. Not only did I do that but this morning I found a bowl & a plate (clean) on the floor next to my bed?? Now, the thing is I've had some Valium this week, I normally hate the drug, but due to a LOT of stress I needed a little help. So, I'm thinking did the Valium make me sleep walk? or is the sleep walking connected to these "sensations".? Also, keeping in mind, these sensations happened on holiday & I hadn't had Valium or any other drug, just my supplements. I found this link on complex partial seizures; www.epilepsy.com/epilepsy/seizure_complexpartialIt's an interesting read, but really it doesn't give any answers (to me anyway). I've had tests done in the past for these "seizures" - apparently my brain is normal ;D (hehe) Is there anyone "out there" that can relate to ANY of what I've just said? Thanks sarah p.s. was never a sleep walker as a child, only started when M's came along
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Post by sarahconnor on Feb 16, 2011 19:14:24 GMT -5
...I remembered something...
back when I was in the early stages of M - I would have dreams about seeing & feeling these fiber networks growing & moving in my body, then I would wake to these "sensations". Around the same time I had the same dream for 3 months. It was the most terrifying dream. I can't go into detail now - but I can tell you one thing, I know it was this monster.
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Post by saorise555 on Feb 20, 2011 23:35:03 GMT -5
I hear what ppl are saying about fear and i agree its hard seeing all this stuff going on in our own bodies and knowing something is wrong in the world is scary but i also agree we have to keep the faith and not give into fear.
I hear about and think about what bill hicks the comedian from the usa said that its a choice between fear and love so been trying to research that a little lately. I think is someways it can be called that and the 'powers that be' lol or the powers that appear to be as i sure is a Power of Creator beyond that , i think they trying to spread fear and get ppl to panic and switch on each other eg divide and rule same old imperialist ruler tactics. Fear is a low density vibration and i think this ascension thing is about the earth and its ppl who choose to moving into a higher vibration of love and caring for ourselves each other and of course mother earth.
If anyone knows about the solfreggrio frequencies which are reported to have been revealed to dr len horowitz by the archangel gabriel they have one to help with fear as well as spiritual insight, bringing our dna back to normal etc. just put his name in the browser he is doing a lot to expose the wannabe nwo and their agenda...here is a link to a video with the fear vibration
on ppl saying its difficult to speak out in the current political climate yet we need to yeah i agree wholeheartedly. Like a poster says they know who we are anyway just going to a doctor saying this is enuf to get you on a list these days. sometimes i think they knew a long time ago as they have all these documents on us in whitehall bought in the birth certificate system, the feds always wanting to take our blud and details, often illegally and i hear all these numbers and documentions the govts have on us are tied up with these corrupt corporations like ibm who helped the nazis in ww2.
If we dont try to speak out well we saw what happened last time and in a way has continued to happen just not so blatantly when no-one tried to find the truth and speak it. though it hard to get online when we feeling ill and all the wireless technology and stuff can make ppl feel ill too... Peace Out
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Post by sarahconnor on Feb 21, 2011 5:36:20 GMT -5
saorise555 - Hi - thank you for this information. I did some quick research & found this to be a great read; The Secret Solfeggio Frequencies: Sound Vibration Rates for Creation and Destruction "Healing Codes for the Biological Apocalypse"www.relfe.com/bible_codes.htmlNo doubt, by tomorrow I will have forgotten the entire thing. My one wish as a morgie would be for "someone" - to write me a recipe for these healing techniques - sound vibrations - & what to eat, drink & wear to survive this Biological Apocalypse. The whole spectrum of what we know (Morgellons) is beyond frightening, it involves torture & all those other horrible words I can't think of right now. Nazi Germany rings a bell. I think I'll leave it there, bed time & I don't want to be dreaming about this living horror - otherwise known as hell. Nite - sarah
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Post by sarahconnor on Mar 1, 2011 16:59:52 GMT -5
I believe that "someone" can only be me.
I want to share something of a personal nature with you all. Yesterday, by pure accident I was looking through my folders on the computer. I found a film strip I'd put together in "Windows Movie Maker". Of course I watched it right away - forgetting that I'd made it.
The tears just fell from my eyes. I could picture myself sitting at the computer the night I made it. It was January 2009 & William was in foster care, as I'd only been released from the psychiatric hospital in Dec 08.
The photos at the very beginning were taken when I had a leave "pass" from the psych. ward. Now, if you cast your mind back to my newspaper article it said that the antipsychotic had cured all my lesions. Can you see any lesions on my skin? I was only just half way through my 12 day stay at the psych. hosp. I know I had no lesions upon my admission, though "someone" appears to have a "thing" about it, since it was written in my article.
The other photo's in the film strip of my folks were taken "just prior" to psych. admission. You won't get photos like that these days with my folks - The Department of Human Services have torn my little family apart. My dad, I don't think he'll ever recover.
Toward the end of the film strip are photos that were taken not far from my home. I do remember taking photos of "signs". I recall I was in a terribly distressed state, & was so passionate about everything bad in this world & wanting to make everything right. Of course, I knew at the time I couldn't possibly do any of that on my own, but just taking the photos I guess helped me through a tough time.
The very last photo on the film strip was a photo that was published in an English newspaper, I was 6yrs my sister 9yrs. We had received a letter from the Queen after we had written to her saying how much we enjoyed watching Princess Anne marry Captain Mark Phillips.
Why I put the film strip together the way I did, I'm not sure. I know I was grieving terribly that night for William. I'd decided I was going to make a film strip for him just in case anything happened to me.
The video will probably make absolutely no sense to most of you what so ever, that's cool. Maybe I was delusional at the time I made this? maybe I am still delusional? The point being, I really don't care for this term "delusional" & never have.
I named the video only yesterday, all I could think to call it was "Love"...I do hope you enjoy it.
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Post by amron on Mar 2, 2011 11:07:12 GMT -5
Hi Sarah, I read your post of earlier about the sleep walking, and want to encourage you with some of my happenings. In our family it is a long standing experience for a few of us. I've been a sleep-walker since I was a young child. Many times my mother would snag me just as I was leaving fully clothed in the middle of the night. Sleep walking became so important for me to figure out when I was in my fourtys. I would carry on during the night like it was day. Driving the car in my night gown, getting very sick from exposure. I usualy could tell when I was active, for the strange displacement of of items in weird areas. I also had frequent flash backs that made it necessary for me to figure it out. I knew that it could have grave hazords if not addressed. One of my mothers uncles broke his neck diving into a empty swimming pool.
I dont know how this relates to morgie, but it might have a definate baring on UFO's experiences. DNA changes, experiments with blood drawn, and deep holes in my arms that bled with knot at the bottom. These holes went on for years. My arms are scared.
I have markings of squares ,triangles, pretty good abstract raising of skin at different times when morgie is acvtive. Yesterday I liken it to crop circles, these critters are intelligent and demonstrate uncanning abilitys in our bodys. Now if this doesn't sound nuts, I dont know what does. This is a whole new area Sarah that morgie suffers cant grasp, "yet".Dont be frightened, this is the least of our struggles.
The thickening of the blood, the circulation on the brain, the stopped up arterys from granuals, fibers, is more life threatening. Warfin wont cut it in awhile, its only a matter of time. Whith all these multive fascet medical problems, its like the experimentors, didn't take in account our bodys are designed for planet earth. This change is too harsh, for our system to handle. Seizures big, tiny, is the body screeming for help. Thanks for posting Sarah. Your videos are really neat, you are a pretty gal, with a real handsome son. Blessings amron
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Post by sarahconnor on Mar 2, 2011 16:20:29 GMT -5
Hi amron,
I think the morgs, DNA changes, & UFO's could very well be all inter-related.
I have a link from Alfred Lambremont Webre the Seattle Exopolitics Examiner, which is Part 3 of a 3-part article on the war crimes, crimes against humanity, and genocide now talking place as a result of the covert global operation of spraying aerosols into the Earth’s atmosphere, also known as “chemtrails”.
Cheers sarah
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Post by sarahconnor on Mar 10, 2011 22:43:29 GMT -5
God is love & love is God.
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Post by saorise555 on Mar 24, 2011 7:35:14 GMT -5
Sarah i glad you feeling better i think your right that a part of the healing has to come from within us but same time need help. i meant to post this link to you last time but mi pc kept sticking its a book titled surving the biological apocolyse. One half of the world's current population should soon be dead according to authoritative projections, Biblical and scientific. Will you, your family and friends be among the survivors or the deceased? In this monumental, history-making, book the Horowitz/Puleo team reveals the original musical scale, a 3,000 year-old buried treasure encoded in the Bible, that leads to the discovery of encoded mathematical intelligence required for understanding how the human race, and planet earth, will be Divinely spared and inspired during this period of great tribulation and pandemic illness. The authors investigate 2000 years of religious and political persecution and the latest technologies being used to enslave, coerce, and kill billions of unsuspecting people. Special attention is given to the "mad cow disease" problem and its theoretic links to proteins that may be activated electromagnetically (even from space) causing brain damage and the symptoms of this disease in humans (called Creutzfeldt-Jakob disease). This work returns the most precious spiritual knowledge, power and "healing codes" to humanity. It offers new hope for the loving masses to survive the worldwide plagues, famines, water-shortages, and weather changes that are now at hand. In perfect time for these cataclysmic events, Healing Codes for the Biological Apocalypse presents an urgent, monumental and inspired work that will be hailed for generations to come. www.healthyworldstore.com/Healing-Codes-For-The-Biological-Apocalypse-book-p/hc.htmamron i agree it fits though obviously if you cant say how exactly and your experiencing it then is no way i can:-) I find it interesting though dreams are important and this quantam theory of reality science shows we not just here but elsewhere too. i hear the original followers of christ were like gnostics so i imagine they do all that astral travelling dream walking whatever want to call it. same as shaman and all the old ways .May the force be with you and all of us....
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Post by sarahconnor on Mar 24, 2011 18:20:53 GMT -5
Hi saorise555, Thank you for your post & the link to the book.
Love - sarah
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Post by amron on Mar 25, 2011 4:41:48 GMT -5
Hi Girls, I'm so glad we have a perfect High Priest that indwells us, One who knows everything, and has experienced all of earth. He joined us biologicals, and experienced first hand how we feel. I feel comforted with our Savior Jesus Christ. He is the First and the Last. Now that Easter nears, we can gain great comfort for the price He paid on the cross for all. It was a Perfect Way the LORD gave us, nothing we can bragg about, or earn, it was His unspeakable gift, of just believing that He died in horrible pain for us. Each ounce of His Marvelous Blood, perfect in everyway, covers us, morgies, and that is wonderful.
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Post by sarahconnor on Mar 28, 2011 19:36:26 GMT -5
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Post by amron on Mar 29, 2011 0:12:05 GMT -5
I cant afford it either, AK is distant too. Hope you feeling better. Blessings
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Post by Jan on Dec 3, 2014 11:25:36 GMT -5
I googled 'morgellons love' because my only purpose in living is to love. However, the longer I live, the more I expose those I love. I see this disease spreading throughout my social network (which is very limited because of my fear.) Loving and protecting those you love and desperately needing to be with people for support as I deal with m,(my husband died in 2011 of pancreatic cancer when the m was at it's height and I thought I would need a nursing home and feeding tube) What a dilemma. I do not want to make people sick. I cannot be alone and survive. Is the task of love to sacrifice myself? Can I?
I used to isolate myself and eventually stopped because I wasn't making it. I wish i had a m community of people in my area (ohio)who I could see and look in their eyes and not feel that I was causing them harm.
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