Post by clodya on May 16, 2009 15:32:22 GMT -5
Ok... I'm freaking out.
My sister gave me his Jack Russell at mother's day. Her name is Nookie =) She is a beautiful girl of 1 year.
The thing is that she seems to have it.... after 6 days?!? It is possible? Maybe Im parano, I just don't know...
How many time it take before u notice some symptoms with your pet? 6 days seems really short to me...
And what was their symptoms?? i'm so scared...
I have a little rabbit too, Cocotte, and guess what? I notice a big scar on her ear, and she seems more nervous. She always been a 'chill' rabbit, no stress, and she never bite anyone. Last week, she bite my son 2 times for no apparent reasons...
If u have a solution to make my pets feel a bit better... tell me please. I'm so sick of it. Since 1 year, I live with fear that I can infect the people I love. My fear is become true : my pets seems to have it, my best friend HAVE it now, and I trully believe that my boyfriend have it too. But don't know why, he don't talk to me and get mad when I ask him if he's ok. But I know what to look, I got it, so when I see him scratch his body don't stop, or get exaustec all the time (he's always been kind of hyperactive guy) or complain about all the pimples he's got (when he's never had one before) or about the scar on his face that didn't heal since 1 month... (the list is long, I tell you!) I'm sorta wonder if he's got it too.
And the worst....
I think my son got it, my beautiful sunshine... Just think about it I wanna cry! My heart squeeze so much that it hurt. Since last summer, he had rash on is belly, and that itch a lot. It's like 1000 littles red pimples, and it take weeks before it dissapear. It's happen twice. He's always complain about itcking, even without rash. He also tell me that 'something's weird whit is booger' (sorry I speak french so I'll do my best!) he tell me that it's like glue. I try to look on him during the night, try to see 'fiber' or 'filament'. I'll find some, but I can't be sure it's not mine.
The thing with me is that I never see from where is coming out: it's just their, seems to appear spontaneously.
--- about that... from what I've read in this forum and on the internet, a lot of people with Morgellons didn't have lesions on their skin. But in ALL case definition of the disease, it just talk about lesion, fiber coming out of lesion... Maybe it would be usefull for all of us to tell that it's 50-50 : some people got lesion, but other one didn't have it at all! It come from anywhere, anytime, and not from a specific lesion. A lot of people see this lesion as self-inflicted (or worse, I read about a clinican who think the fibers the patient find in his lesion is nothing exept fibers of material they get in contact with, and somehow, this fibers get stuck in the lesion...) well, fine, but what about people who didn't have any, but have the same exact symptoms??? ---
Also, I wonder... We all tought at first the filament was our hair. I presume that we all have hair of different color and length. My question is thus have you filaments, same color and same length as your hair, which come out anywhere from your body? Mine are black and come down till the bottom of my back. So when I find it in my panties, or in my shoes, that's really freak me out.
And tell me if it's happen to you... Did sometimes, on your skin, appears black spots? That looks like some ink of pencil or has some soot. If I rub or I put some water, they fade. Once, I had full of tasks which appeared on my hands. I rubbed my hand on some paper and it was as some black ink, and that did not leave. So, more and more often, I notice that I stain what I touch! I leave black tracks on my piece of furniture (they are white), my walls, my sheets, my clothes... On walls and furniture, that eventually leaves if I rub little, but not on my sheets or on my clothes, even with ' Spray and Wash ' and some wash. And also, I know not if that can have a link but all my clothes have holes and the sewings come undone. Same thing for my shoes. Maybe that it is only a question about the quality of it, who knows? Honestly, since I have Morgellons, I saw so incredible, unbelievable things (as a filament long as my hair, which I pulled through my sole of shoe!!!) I would be not surprised that all this has a link together.
Last thing for today... I always see 'things' passing in front of my eyes. That is OK (well im used to now!!) and I know that it is not "outside". But for 2 days, when the night comes (it's the worse always at night for me) I see kinds of sparks, flash of lights which pass very very fast as a wave of electric current which goes out of me but I really have the impression to LOOK AT something, not only to see it passing in my eyes. I dont know if you understand me... When that arrives, my dog seems to becomes nervous. She looks everywhere around me, as if she saw something that I do not see. She stays near my room door to fix me, and she does not want to enter my room. I have to call her 2-3-4 times so that she comes to see me, the tail between the legs. And also, if I try to flatter her, she seems very uncomfortable and she goes away shaking herself. But in the daytime she is not like that and she is much more affectionate. Anyone else, or similar stories?
Oufff! I did not think of writing so much but the most worrying it is that I could continue during hours to ask you questions! It's the thing the most difficult to manage for me, the lack of information. So thanks to all those who will take time to answer it! A big, big thanks! =)
If somebody knows about a group or about a foundation here, in Quebec or in France, let me know!
Good evening to all!
keep hope, keep head up, keep smillin'!!! The strongest people are not the ones who never fall, it are the ones who always get up!!!
We are all strong! I send to you full of love and positives thoughts !!!
clodya
My sister gave me his Jack Russell at mother's day. Her name is Nookie =) She is a beautiful girl of 1 year.
The thing is that she seems to have it.... after 6 days?!? It is possible? Maybe Im parano, I just don't know...
How many time it take before u notice some symptoms with your pet? 6 days seems really short to me...
And what was their symptoms?? i'm so scared...
I have a little rabbit too, Cocotte, and guess what? I notice a big scar on her ear, and she seems more nervous. She always been a 'chill' rabbit, no stress, and she never bite anyone. Last week, she bite my son 2 times for no apparent reasons...
If u have a solution to make my pets feel a bit better... tell me please. I'm so sick of it. Since 1 year, I live with fear that I can infect the people I love. My fear is become true : my pets seems to have it, my best friend HAVE it now, and I trully believe that my boyfriend have it too. But don't know why, he don't talk to me and get mad when I ask him if he's ok. But I know what to look, I got it, so when I see him scratch his body don't stop, or get exaustec all the time (he's always been kind of hyperactive guy) or complain about all the pimples he's got (when he's never had one before) or about the scar on his face that didn't heal since 1 month... (the list is long, I tell you!) I'm sorta wonder if he's got it too.
And the worst....
I think my son got it, my beautiful sunshine... Just think about it I wanna cry! My heart squeeze so much that it hurt. Since last summer, he had rash on is belly, and that itch a lot. It's like 1000 littles red pimples, and it take weeks before it dissapear. It's happen twice. He's always complain about itcking, even without rash. He also tell me that 'something's weird whit is booger' (sorry I speak french so I'll do my best!) he tell me that it's like glue. I try to look on him during the night, try to see 'fiber' or 'filament'. I'll find some, but I can't be sure it's not mine.
The thing with me is that I never see from where is coming out: it's just their, seems to appear spontaneously.
--- about that... from what I've read in this forum and on the internet, a lot of people with Morgellons didn't have lesions on their skin. But in ALL case definition of the disease, it just talk about lesion, fiber coming out of lesion... Maybe it would be usefull for all of us to tell that it's 50-50 : some people got lesion, but other one didn't have it at all! It come from anywhere, anytime, and not from a specific lesion. A lot of people see this lesion as self-inflicted (or worse, I read about a clinican who think the fibers the patient find in his lesion is nothing exept fibers of material they get in contact with, and somehow, this fibers get stuck in the lesion...) well, fine, but what about people who didn't have any, but have the same exact symptoms??? ---
Also, I wonder... We all tought at first the filament was our hair. I presume that we all have hair of different color and length. My question is thus have you filaments, same color and same length as your hair, which come out anywhere from your body? Mine are black and come down till the bottom of my back. So when I find it in my panties, or in my shoes, that's really freak me out.
And tell me if it's happen to you... Did sometimes, on your skin, appears black spots? That looks like some ink of pencil or has some soot. If I rub or I put some water, they fade. Once, I had full of tasks which appeared on my hands. I rubbed my hand on some paper and it was as some black ink, and that did not leave. So, more and more often, I notice that I stain what I touch! I leave black tracks on my piece of furniture (they are white), my walls, my sheets, my clothes... On walls and furniture, that eventually leaves if I rub little, but not on my sheets or on my clothes, even with ' Spray and Wash ' and some wash. And also, I know not if that can have a link but all my clothes have holes and the sewings come undone. Same thing for my shoes. Maybe that it is only a question about the quality of it, who knows? Honestly, since I have Morgellons, I saw so incredible, unbelievable things (as a filament long as my hair, which I pulled through my sole of shoe!!!) I would be not surprised that all this has a link together.
Last thing for today... I always see 'things' passing in front of my eyes. That is OK (well im used to now!!) and I know that it is not "outside". But for 2 days, when the night comes (it's the worse always at night for me) I see kinds of sparks, flash of lights which pass very very fast as a wave of electric current which goes out of me but I really have the impression to LOOK AT something, not only to see it passing in my eyes. I dont know if you understand me... When that arrives, my dog seems to becomes nervous. She looks everywhere around me, as if she saw something that I do not see. She stays near my room door to fix me, and she does not want to enter my room. I have to call her 2-3-4 times so that she comes to see me, the tail between the legs. And also, if I try to flatter her, she seems very uncomfortable and she goes away shaking herself. But in the daytime she is not like that and she is much more affectionate. Anyone else, or similar stories?
Oufff! I did not think of writing so much but the most worrying it is that I could continue during hours to ask you questions! It's the thing the most difficult to manage for me, the lack of information. So thanks to all those who will take time to answer it! A big, big thanks! =)
If somebody knows about a group or about a foundation here, in Quebec or in France, let me know!
Good evening to all!
keep hope, keep head up, keep smillin'!!! The strongest people are not the ones who never fall, it are the ones who always get up!!!
We are all strong! I send to you full of love and positives thoughts !!!
clodya